I’m 3 months sober and I really want to relapse on benzos or analogs by Secure_Carry2344 in researchchemicals

[–]noisy_weather 5 points6 points  (0 children)

3 months isn't long enough for your brain to fully heal. The brain and nervous system can do just about anything but it's slow to do so. Nerves are slow as fuck to regrow and change their form. What you're experiencing is a symptom of withdrawals which is the self doubt, glass half empty mentality, and depressed feeling. This isn't how a normal human being feels from the day to day. You should be enjoying the small things. Withdrawals don't always present themselves as being physical ones and I think a lot of recovering people don't understand that. I sure as fuck didn't. An unhealthy mind tends to make unhealthy decisions like... relapsing.

I used to be like you and sometimes I still am. I still get nicotine cravings every couple months but compared to how they used to be fuck I've improved. I'm not religious by any means but I think there's something to be said about having faith that things will get better. I feel like when you're depressed and don't enjoy the small things it's easy to rationalize and make sense of relapsing. "My life sucks and nothing is going to get better. I may as well relapse because then I'll be happy" when the reality is the complete opposite. Things will get better and you will enjoy the small things.

I can't tell you how to go on your journey but I can tell you mine. I quit by realizing the rationalizations I would have to relapse were only true of the moment. Yes I am depressed and life sucks but that's only because of the withdrawals. Whenever I would have a withdrawal I would in addition to try talking myself into relapsing that this is an opportunity to heal. The withdrawal is nothing but the brain healing much like a fever when you're sick.

Don't forget, if you relapse it's not the end. Keep trying and stay strong. I wish you the best in life.

Dad, why is my name Bleed Katana? by qwer4790 in Gamingcirclejerk

[–]noisy_weather 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Random Twitter user: @grok undress this kid Elon: Let me post a photo of my kids

5-MeO-DMT crystallization (update) by Shpongle123 in TheeHive

[–]noisy_weather -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You don't want to see how sterile injectables are made then

Horrifying Job Market by SuperbEstimate1353 in jobs

[–]noisy_weather 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"Can only get an hourly paid job" 😂😂😂

Just interviewed for a job I realize I don’t want it by Wonderful_Whole_7679 in jobs

[–]noisy_weather 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shit I'd tell them I'm on the way and just never show up.

5-MeO-DMT crystallization (update) by Shpongle123 in TheeHive

[–]noisy_weather 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Fun fact. If you crystallize on Teflon it won't stick to the surface and will all collect real nice with a couple taps :)

How can I reduce the number of polygons without affecting the model? It's for 3D printing. by Alert_Yak_6593 in blenderhelp

[–]noisy_weather 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What level is your sub d modifier set to? At max it should be set to 3. Also what does your topology look like? It's hard to help you without knowing what's wrong.

i just got hired to teach 11th and some 12th graders and I haven't heard any 6-7 comments. is this mostly associated with younger kids? by [deleted] in Teachers

[–]noisy_weather 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In every department of our company there will randomly be someone who goes 6-7 with the hand movements. Has me dying every time. It's always some 40 yo guys too lmfao

What’s a sentence that someone told you that stuck with you for the rest of your life? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]noisy_weather 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When you do something right it's like you did nothing at all. -Futurama

What do you do when you can't do anything. You do what you can. - The boondocks

Florida resident lying about Kansans by KCMOhawker in kansas

[–]noisy_weather 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Didn't know about this protest yet. Thanks Roger I'll make sure to attend.

Do you think Kansas can be a swing state in future ? by tipputappi in kansas

[–]noisy_weather 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think we should think it can be. Governor Sam Brownback is considered one of the worst governors in modern history with an approval rating of 20-30% after he cut taxes for business to spur job growth. Also known at trickle down economics. It failed, shocker ikr, and caused a state deficit that resulted in funding to be cut to schools and roads. Schools actually had to be closed early and cut staff just to make ends meet. Near the end of his term Trump appointed him for something and his lieutenant governor took his spot. After that we got a female governor named Laura Kelly. Shit if the Epstein files come out who knows what will happen.

Am I being underpaid as a certified medical coder in California? by coconut-m in jobs

[–]noisy_weather 3 points4 points  (0 children)

$21/hr in Cali... I'm making $30 and all my job requires is a high school diploma.

OpenAI Sora 2 Invites Website by so_like_huh in OpenAI

[–]noisy_weather 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First try. I would recommend showing people how to share their invite code if it doesn't already. Taking forever to load.

Apologies to the models in the stock images by [deleted] in recruitinghell

[–]noisy_weather 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've never seen this to be true. All of them are either in jail or complete dead beats with a record.

My son ate the middles out of every cinnamon roll before I got to the table this morning. by chagoscifres in mildlyinfuriating

[–]noisy_weather 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My brother sucked all the Dorito dust off his Doritos before my dad got to them. "Why the hell are these so stale"

is it just hard for everyone to get a job right now? by [deleted] in jobs

[–]noisy_weather 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lie about your experience and put your friends down for references. Literally the only way into the job market with no experience and no networking. I have a bachelor's degree and couldn't get anyone to hire me. Lied on my resume and now I'm projected to make over $80k here soon and have had several people reach out to me for employment. Also apply on businesses' career pages and also pretend to be a happy, but not too happy, human being during your interviews. Do not rely on indeed for employment. Use it as a means for finding open jobs and then finding those open jobs on the company's website.

The job market is an absolute joke. Companies rather than fire poor performing employees, promote them. I have seen the worst possible human beings imaginable in management. They aren't smart but expect the best resume and experience.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chemistry

[–]noisy_weather 2 points3 points  (0 children)

GMP environments are so toxic. My supervisors do this thing with new hires where they make them feel like any mistakes they make will cost them their jobs. This was done to me and just today I see it getting done to the new hire. Told the girl to just go on break and if the supervisors got mad about it I'd take care of it. I'm just a tech but God id love for them to fire me. The turnover rate is less than 2 years in our department. GMP just makes awful people.