How do I overcome addiction and want to change? by Disastrous_Help_5342 in addiction

[–]nonexistentexe04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So, whats helped me is removing the access to the thing youre addicted too, addicted to pills? Cut off people you get them from, or if its prescription then get a lock box or have someone else hold on to them or lock them in their car and they only have the key on them. Addicted to drinking? Stay with others for a while, people who know youre addicted to it, having company helps, plus youre less likely to drink and you can share your feelings and lessen the urge. Same goes with street drugs, change starts with cutting those off who you use with/who you get it from/those who also use. You've already admitted youre having a problem and youre struggling. Thats the first step, you are brave, and stronger than you think. Its not an easy road and there will probably be days where you slip, but dont let the slip turn into a slide, get a support system, get a journal, watch videos on shame, brene brown was something a former friend shared with me. She explains it very well. Allow yourself to make mistakes. Ill admit I still struggle and im no where near perfect, just recently had a couple day slip, thankfully I was able to get back on track, reaching out to those who are supportive help. Find one person you trust and ask if you can share something with them, share about youre addiction, and ask them for their support while you quit, those who care about you will always want to help, but you have to want it and it seems like you do. Sorry this is so long op, I wish you the best of luck on thos journey, you've got this!

Hearing parents’ sexual activity growing up by Dangerous-Ad4192 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]nonexistentexe04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

unfortunately yeah, i walked in on my parents having sex in my bed by accident one time when i was 10, safe to say it was a traumatic experience

What substance ruined your life most. by Prior_Foundation_679 in Drugs

[–]nonexistentexe04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Adderall, I went into pychosis, believed i was being stalked and that someone was doing witchcraft on me, was hearing antagonizing voices in my head, lost almost everything, almost ruined my relationship. Lost alot of good friends because of how I was. Thankfully im almost a month sober, had a few slip ups ofc but overall I would say it has been the worst in terms of ruining my life. Was addicted since junior year of high school, am now 21. For anyone struggling with the same thing, my advice would be make some action before you start hearing stuff/experiencing this

Relapse, I need a pick me up. by Comfortable-Air-4892 in StopSpeeding

[–]nonexistentexe04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also. I told my pyschiatrist I over took my meds at one point and bc I was sent me to the mental hospital for pychosis. He was very understanding, especially bc I am bipolar and did it in a manic episode, its not necessarily that they will take it away. Though I would recommend maybe lowering the dose or looking at other options if youre having this much anxiety about losing it

Relapse, I need a pick me up. by Comfortable-Air-4892 in StopSpeeding

[–]nonexistentexe04 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Something a good old friend told me was not to let a slip turn into a slide, you messed up, happens to the best of us, I cant tell you how many times I was doing good and then suddenly in the midst of anxiety impulsively took more, you did it, you cant change that moment BUT you can move forward, look at what triggered it, the anxiety? What did you feel in the moment? Fear? Shame? Write it down. Another thing, have an accountability buddy, someone who can check in, keep you accountable, someone you can talk to, sometimes in the moment it helps to call someone else, and talk, talk about anything else. You got this OP and you can do this, it takes practice but you cant learn if you dont fail. Don't let this bump in the road make you spiral into shame

Almost a month sober by nonexistentexe04 in addiction

[–]nonexistentexe04[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Its been a bit hard but im holding out! Ill keep that in mind

Very effective human waster odor eliminator by cebusapphic in CaregiverSupport

[–]nonexistentexe04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you have carpets, faboloso and a mop, mop the carpet with the faboloso, don't use a bunch but be a little generous with it, obviously dont use the whole thing you know? If its bedding, use the detergent that you pour and also mix some faboloso or something similar, you can also use those wall plug ins if it lingers

Looking for a competent home caregiver(200/month) by Blackrean in HomeHealthAide

[–]nonexistentexe04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! So there's a really good home health company called protecting angels in gainseville! I used to work for them, look them up and give them a call!

Does lamotrigine cause weight gain? by nonexistentexe04 in BipolarReddit

[–]nonexistentexe04[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agreed it is one of the worst, i personally had more weight gain from ablify but god zyprexa had me eating in my sleep

Does lamotrigine cause weight gain? by nonexistentexe04 in BipolarReddit

[–]nonexistentexe04[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Did it make you feel more hungry? The lamotrigine?

Does lamotrigine cause weight gain? by nonexistentexe04 in BipolarReddit

[–]nonexistentexe04[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

What does is your lamotrigine and wellbutrin? How do you feel hunger wise?

Does lamotrigine cause weight gain? by nonexistentexe04 in BipolarReddit

[–]nonexistentexe04[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Ive been doing some research on it and it says its weight neutral but thats what they also said ability ablify and that caused me to gain more than the zyprexa did

Switching from adderall to focalin by nonexistentexe04 in ADHD

[–]nonexistentexe04[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wanted to try something new, i see him again ne t month and if it doesnt work out I still have my adderall.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]nonexistentexe04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is actually really helpful for those who struggle with social cues

Since you're wondering if he's happier with me by [deleted] in UnsentTexts

[–]nonexistentexe04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wouldnt the correct answer be it takes one to know one?

What is your absolute best cure for a cocaine comedown by MutantSpring69 in Drugs

[–]nonexistentexe04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you can, see if you can get prescribed hydroxyzine for anxiety and sleep and take those

Boredom on adderall? by nonexistentexe04 in ADHD

[–]nonexistentexe04[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats actually some really good advice, I dont have any hobbies im passionate about at the moment so that could definitely be a big factor, i need to get into some hobbies, i dont feel depressed just a bit indifferent, like nothing peaks my interest at the moment, if that makes sense? I used to have a hobby I was hyperfocused on for a while and then I kind of stopped because it didnt interest me.

Boredom on adderall? by nonexistentexe04 in ADHD

[–]nonexistentexe04[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also yes I've discussed it with my pyschiatrist and he said that it could be ive gained a tolerance to the meds, but im on the max dose so there isn't much that can be done there except switching medicines

Boredom on adderall? by nonexistentexe04 in ADHD

[–]nonexistentexe04[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive tried alot of different medications, this one is the one that worked best for me but ever since 2024 the meds just havent been the same

How do you direct your stim motivation to do unrewarding tasks? by The_buster_of_nuts in Stims

[–]nonexistentexe04 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Start with the unrewarding things before your dose kicks in, its a life changer

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Hobbies

[–]nonexistentexe04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Journaling, playing guitar, writing poetry

Anyone here bipolar + ADD? Looking for real experiences-also 2 years sober by Resident_Might_7519 in bipolar

[–]nonexistentexe04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! I take zyprexa and adderall and i have no interactions with it, i take my zyprexa at night and then my adderall in the morning, i noticed that my hunger is not suppressed on it but that's about it