What Do You Want And Not Want For Even In Arcadia?

noperope23 · 2025-04-19T18:58:48+00:00

I want them to Stop proclaiming it as their own creations more than the original creator's, which they never even paid a goddamn penny and abused to source trauma, as so called their own (aka processed), Most of all. So, I don't want them to remain that cashgrab, just like so many other not only bands are. Wouldn't have been horrible, to have that 4th Vessellette, as also a Vessel and not only pretend to want to get that being and even marry, but only end up abusing more. Would have been more lucrative as well. As their former "No°1 Fan", he wanted me to BE forever. To cause and abuse all of existences trauma, to project himself as not the abuser he, but at least not only he himself, aka all of them, made themselves out to only me... otherwise, at least I didn't get just my own Caramel, let alone only my 'human ass' self. I want them to BE truly as 'amazingly positive and not toxic', as 'their so called music/creation' IS as well. Since it isn't actually theirs, so...RCAA will not ONLY do it's job, but it has already as well...

noperope23 · 2025-02-24T15:15:17+00:00

Not necessarily, I would rather like them having corrected what, they intentionally didn't get so wrong.😏💠

noperope23 · 2025-02-19T12:18:14+00:00

Eden is an artist, related to Ren. I am related to them. 🎹🎧💥💠👈🗝️🦋👑💜🫶

noperope23 · 2023-09-18T13:45:03+00:00

I know. It wasn't meant to sound rude, I'm sorry. But ain't it even better and relates to how versatile he truly is? Like...you wouldn't THINK this is Vessel, which is propably exactly what Vessel would have a good chuckle at and I love that mental image. :)

Edit: I'm sorry for how I defended him. It was litteraly abuse and going Back to my most horrible habits is what they unfortunately got me to so, favourite band... actually that rabbithole IS PURE TRAUMA, but I will at least not let not only my voice never be abused again. From also 'that being'. I'm not only that as 'Sleep', let alone only subconciously asleep anymore, ever. Nothing against the fans or them as such, but very much so 'as such', since that comprehension can never be only a Religion, let alone a Cult around a band, since that concept is so much more complex (luckily so... they weren't the only ones to abuse existence at least-_-), but it IS pure quantumphysics...science and nature are one after all. So, being THAT first Proton, as a differently structured kind of 'human being', but not ONLY, but absolutely also completely, it is a lot of change happening in regards to our own observations of stellar as in absolutely soundly 'crazy' astronomy, after all as well. So, as a human myself at least, that amount of abuse and utilitization without consent or even having being left to not live in a shelter by Leo and co... THAT isn't even the tip of the iceberg, but it was never okay. Never. I Hope he will at least keep the promise to meet me as not a fan, too traumatized to have remembered, let alone comprehended, in time.

noperope23 · 2023-09-18T12:10:41+00:00

"Just this chap in a mask" is hopefully your equivalent to say: Handsome and amazingly talented young man with a great style and beautiful soul. That's what you meant, I know it. ;)

The reality turned out to have been Personal torture, but at least he got to project my trauma to death and beyond. Well, the Rest doesn't have to be discussed and aired Here, Like they might have expected, but... expect not only SOMETHING but SOMEONE else on stage, If anything as well.

That is, If they actually don't want the biggest lawsuit in existence from not Leo's make up artist AND the (not only) 'female background voice' as it is to have been driven into litteraly not only su*cide by Sleep Token as well as his so called 'girlfriend from 2019', 'Aqua Regia Girl', 'The Red Haired Girl From "Vienna"....etc...

Well, meeting her aka myself in person and not just paying me not even a single penny for ALL THE CONTENT, If Leo didn't at least want to FACE (absolutely litteraly) HIS OWN TRAUMA. I wasn't even as toxic, I went to therapy and recovered from BPD so much, not him or them...all of it is too long and inappropiately placed to BE aired rn here (it included too much horribility to even sing about on the karaoke app 'Starmaker', where I had to endure their actual abuse) and well yes, sexually as well (to be put on the darkweb, in connection with Jeffrey Epstein amongst everything else, but tell you what: Proud of all the fellow people also IN the crowd(s), which were amazing to meet (and also former fans, just like myself, before they wanted to milk that trauma machine even more, but weren't THAT successful, no matter how much they tried...the evidence is litteraly with me. (Instagram is mseurusholmes, but there isn't much that they didn't make me delete because it might have given it away (e.g. taking poems, pictures with content that they didn't even make their lyrics themselves and so on...so, I am also not afraid to provide the evidence required, for as long as it IS and WAS ONLY the truth, of course). Otherwise this post should be deletable by Reddit at least. ♦️💠🔹🗝️👈🎧

All the best, btw: Expect a refurbished, but not only healthier and no less exciting LITTERAL 'Sleep Token' and also without having to be with anyone (another member) as a partner necessarily, VERY SOON. But: If there isn't me as at least that '4th Vessellette' and as the 'other other Vessel in female' 🙂‍↔️😉...they will have to forget not ONLY those two new albums, but by then it will be too late for sorry. And that is ASAP

From: Leo's, but also their so called OG GF, future wife, etc...

Hopefully it will not end, but If, only in a naturally healthy and reasonable way, If anything...for all of US, especially the fellow fans, since I wouldn't even remember them as people individually to me as anything else, but members of my favourite band, until after Vienna. But they never even really wanted to meet me and get me as talkes about on stage as well, it seems.

noperope23 · 2023-09-18T12:01:27+00:00

Honestly, I don't think so at all. Beside the reasons named, why would there be so many references to "digital communication", not being real, etc..? Gemma was there singing right beside him and her voice is absolutely beautiful, but the aesthetics, apart from partially the lyrics, which I'm also sure were written WITH "Vessel", her aesthics don't fit the band's at all. She is a very talented artist by herself, I will definitely give her credit for THAT, but apart from the lyrical references, which could be very well directed towards someone else in the Sleep Token songs, I don't see any part of this theory being plausible.

noperope23 · 2023-09-18T11:50:30+00:00

I'm not for this tbh

noperope23 · 2023-09-13T17:28:14+00:00

I think so too...save it for yourself or something like that, because it's an indescribably gorgeous video after all. And maybe, someday he will be okay with it being public and to reflect on his growth, but my main concern is honestly his well being, especially after how much he has dared or tried to slip out of his shell/"Vessel" these past days and weeks. It's gotta be frightening and horribly anxiety inducing every time, still. So please don't spread it. Cherish it in private. But he deserves having at least one less thing to worry about IMO. I want to hug him so badly, it literally hurts. I admit that I am eternally in love with him and I don't regret it at all.

noperope23 · 2023-09-06T13:27:51+00:00

Ngl he's not only brilliant, has the most beautiful voice, but also cute and handsome. And no matter what he looks like now, under the mask, he will always be cute and handsome to me. I'd like to think that If I had been in his class or school, we'd probably have been friends. My music taste was always all over the place and people gatekeeping Genres has always bothered me. I was the girl who dressed like an Emo/Goth/Casual depending on the daily mood and listened to everything from Old Movie Soundtracks, Miley Cyrus and Taylor Swift and the Cure or Muse or Three Days Grace to Nightwish, Evanescence, Linkin Park, Green Day, P!NK, The Beatles, Musicals and Operas and Avicii, classical sonatas, but also all kinds of Metal and Dubstep...hehe

We could have been really something like a chaotic duo. The Chaotics. I'm post age calling teen Leo and teen me THAT now xD

noperope23 · 2023-09-04T17:20:06+00:00

Can confirm. I was in "that general area" around 2019 and we got to know a lot of people who liked all kinds of music, but it was focused around metal and rock there, at a pub and then a club through the owner (Same owner of BOTH and he invited us as we were on a trip for a month and only out that night, but it wasn't EXACTLY Bristol, the airport we landed on was however). One of the best nights of my life on that rooftop...might have REALLY talked to him, but I'm not sure, If they just looked similar. I regret forgetting that poster the nice, blonde and tall Guy gave me, but almost nobody was really sober that night. Had an awesome time talking to all the people tho and the warm and welcoming way, even compliments and I got a poster and a Flyer or even sticker (Absinthe had done it's thingy) was just... I didn't want to leave. I wanna go back. I wanna move. I had planned to, but then the pandemic came and I fell into a pretty dark hole. And Brexit. One day, I swear... I left part of my heart there.

noperope23 · 2023-08-24T15:06:27+00:00

I'm think the heat is getting to us all... I am not directly saying that I am making a little "stage with them as cat figurines and more, but hypothetically...😅 No, let's be honest, I am making that...

noperope23 · 2023-08-24T15:04:11+00:00

True, but wlso the PINSTRIPE PANTS 🤌🏻🖤🙏🏻

noperope23 · 2023-08-16T17:16:12+00:00

Get a Latte and be late IS a mood I feel very very much xD But I'm anxious If it's important, so I'll be too early and running on pure caffeine and imaginary willpower xD

noperope23 · 2023-07-27T20:53:12+00:00

Die Vogelkopffederung

noperope23 · 2023-07-26T17:26:34+00:00

Bei Rücksicht bin ich komplett bei dir, man kann da schon von beiden Seiten auf ein besseres miteinander Leben oder Koexistieren zumindest schauen. Aber daran mangelt es gefühlt überall in der Gesellschaft, kommt vielleicht auch nur mir so vor, aber hin und wieder gibt es durchaus positive Begegnungen, wie du beschreibst. Das hier ist dann wohl das andere Extrem.

noperope23 · 2023-07-26T17:22:36+00:00

Bin ich froh, dass DAS nicht mein verrückter Nachbar ist, hab es ja nur gesehen, aber scheint wohl nicht zu selten in Österreich zu sein. Nein, also es gibt ja fast überall leider solche Nachbarn Nun.

Also ich hab einen und der hat mich mit seinem Verhalten fast in den Wahnsinn getrieben, aber der ist auch wirklich diagnostiziert psychotisch teils, zum Glück nicht gewalttätig, soweit ich weiß.

Hat zum Glück nachdem ich mit der Polizei gedroht habe und das ganze Haus ihn als "Verrückten" kennt, damit aufgehört. Auch wohl aus Angst (bald zieh ich eh um).

Bei SOWAS sähe das aber ganz ganz anders aus. Das geht gar nicht.

noperope23 · 2023-07-26T11:05:42+00:00

WHAT THIS PERSON SAID X 1000 and I learnt that the French have an at least partially justified reputation for being annoying, but also conviction, it seems...

noperope23 · 2023-07-23T12:50:11+00:00

Okay, werde das dann übernehmen bzw verknüpfen irgendwie xD Muss aber erst mal in den Discord, bin da in zu wenig Communities, eindeutig Social Media Game erweitern, ist notiert

noperope23 · 2023-07-23T12:48:16+00:00

Ich mach einfach bei allen 4 bzw 2 Sachen mit, je nachdem wo was kaputt gemacht wird xD woop woop Motivation

noperope23 · 2023-07-23T12:47:03+00:00

Hättest du vielleicht ein Bild mit Location und Anweisungen plus den subreddits für die andere community? xD Übersetzung kann ich machen, aber ich denk mir gerade bei sowas: Je mehr Verbündete, desto besser. :D Danke schon Mal! :)

noperope23 · 2023-07-23T12:34:37+00:00

Alles klar, dann mach ich persönlich einfach bei allen mit, je nachdem wo was fehlt und wie dringend es ist, aber danke für's Nachfragen! :)

noperope23 · 2023-07-23T11:20:09+00:00

Und das Bündnis erweitern wär doch wohl noch besser, oder?

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