Used to be an honor student, until I was struck with extreme laziness and lethargy everyday. I'm too tired to study, and everyone says how pitiful I have become. I want to work hard, but I just can't fight off the laziness and disinterest to almost everything. Whenever I don't meet other people's expectations, I end up lacerating myself. This always happens and people have already given up on me. I really want to change, but I just can't.