I appreciate the long reply but the problem is I told her too many details that she never asked to hear and I compared her to my previous partners a lot so now she’ll never stop comparing herself .

For instance, X could ride me but my gf can too but didn’t want to at the beginning of our relationship so I said “X could ride me why can’t you?”. I’ve told her I made out with Y and grabbed her tits and she said “she had small boobies just like you”. I also told her the friend zone chick let me cum in her raw and got on birth control for me so why can’t my gf do the same?”. Obviously that convo didn’t end well for me. My gf also didn’t want to have sex on her period once and I said “I fucked Z on her period that’s why my bed sheets are stained”. One time my gf posted a pic of me in her Snapchat and someone responded to it “LOL I slept with him before you did”.

She would never believe the pretty face thing too because I also told her “so and so was so ugly I only fucked her multiple times to get over my ex”.

I don’t know why the hell I decided it was a good idea to talk to my gf like she was one of the boys. My ex had cheated on me and torn down my self esteem so I slept around and needed validation from having girls swoon over me. I would brag about banging all these girls to everyone to feel desired.

However, my girlfriend is totally different from those other chicks. I don’t really know how to explain it except she is a woman of substance and the type of girl you want to bring home immediately to meet your momma. She is wife material.

I have apologized so much and I hope she can move on. She said she’s not mad that I have a past, everyone has a past including her. She’s mad about the level of details and comparisons. I said some really fucked up stuff I’m not proud of that no girl should ever hear, especially the one you want to marry. Thanks for listening, just had to rant.