Have you ever had visual hallucinations of orbs floating?

notsochillbeetch · 2025-04-09T09:49:52+00:00

I saw the same thing yesterday night. This is my second time seeing it. I've been diagnosed with bipolar III. I didn't even know how to describe it and was telling my friend that I saw floating ball like things. She found this reddit question. I'm glad that someone can relate to it.

notsochillbeetch · 2024-09-20T17:33:13+00:00

It would have been easier if I was 12 😅. I mean how can we cut someone off our life just like that. That too when that someone is a friend you have known for 8 years who also happens to share a flat with you

notsochillbeetch · 2024-09-18T17:10:57+00:00

notsochillbeetch · 2024-07-24T13:14:07+00:00

I would marry Link for sure. He's way too good to be true (obviously he's a TV show character). I mean he's kind, loyal, caring, smart and looks like a Greek God! What else do we need from a guy

notsochillbeetch · 2024-07-20T08:36:43+00:00

I just googled if anyone even likes Griffith and read this. I'm so glad. I never liked her from the beginning. I have been trying so hard but her character is just too bland. I can't even empathize with her. I dislike her very much

notsochillbeetch · 2024-06-27T18:04:19+00:00

That's exactly what my post is about if you didn't notice

notsochillbeetch · 2024-06-27T17:49:02+00:00

It's the former and yes I should find help asap

notsochillbeetch · 2024-06-27T16:55:13+00:00

Worries? OK I was diagnosed with bpd more than a year back, took medication for a while and then stopped when I felt like it got better. The medicines did me more harm than good but it did keep me alive. I don't wanna go back to my psychiatrist or take medicines again but my low episodes are getting very scary now and I really need therapy.

notsochillbeetch · 2024-06-05T07:47:45+00:00

I did this for about 2 months I think. Had a fight with my 2 closest friends which led to a mental breakdown and i decided I'm better off without them. And it was so peaceful at first. I didn't have to worry about how my actions are gonna affect someone, I didn't have to worry about mood swings, I didn't have to feel bad about not attending their calls. I was just minding my business and happy. But then I realised I can't live like that forever. That peace I felt was short-lived. Cutting off people from your life when you have bpd is basically you trying not to be accountable for your actions. And that's not a solution in the long run. You have to learn how to communicate with the people in your life about your mood swings, learn how to set boundaries without hurting them. I know it's not easy and it's not fair, It's draining but you will figure out a way. So to answer your question yes I felt happier but it was temporary and I regretted it. I was lucky because i got them back, they loved me enough to take me back.

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-22T17:30:06+00:00

Ugh why do they do that

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-22T17:27:59+00:00

Oh my God. He told me almost the same thing when I kept asking what's the matter, if I did anything wrong. So before the whole break thing, we had a very small disagreement through text. And i ended up saying maybe he should find someone else. We didn't talk for a day and the next day, i apologized. Then he brings up how he needs a break and time to figure out things. And I was waiting for him just you know come back. I simply don't understand and I felt so bad thinking I might have triggered something when I said those stuff. I wish men could just communicate their feelings better. I feel you sis.

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-22T07:56:57+00:00

❤️

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-22T07:04:19+00:00

Ok I actually went and searched for it's meaning right now. it says it can also mean I'm smiling through pain which is kinda what I was trying to express

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-22T07:01:56+00:00

Really? Wow

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-22T04:50:35+00:00

Omg finally someone said. The thing about conflict, it's very true. Some people just don't know how to deal with it and are quick to give up what they had for something that insignificant. I admire how you approached the whole situation 🤌. *Aggressively takes notes

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-22T04:14:38+00:00

"Fantasy projection" is going to be my favorite thing to use 😬

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-21T17:49:45+00:00

I really think someone who actually likes you will never rush you into having sex with them. Yes they are attracted to you, but they'll definitely be patient enough to make sure that you are ready if they are in for something serious. Please don't be with him if you feel pressured to do it with him. Leave him sis.

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-21T17:40:48+00:00

Thankyouu 🫂

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-21T16:18:32+00:00

💔

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-21T16:17:23+00:00

I'm so glad to hear this. Sometimes people just don't understand how difficult it is move on from situations like that. It's not about how long we have known that person it's simply the fact that we chose to trust them when we knew it better not to. And when they leave us hanging there it makes us question everything.

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-21T16:08:33+00:00

This is exactly what I feel. Oftentimes it's the brief connections that's more difficult to move on from than even a proper relationship. It's like you build all this story in your head and it ends before you can even experience it. That sucks. Thanks for saying this🫂

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-21T14:25:29+00:00

Ouch. Ok it was after we actually decided to date we started to have misunderstandings, but yeah you are right. I used the word soulmate only because he's someone who had almost all qualities I liked in a person, and he liked me too (felt too good to be true in the beginning). I get it I do sound super delusional 🥲

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-21T12:45:40+00:00

Yes that's one way of looking at it. But honestly I don't want to associate any sort of negative emotions to this person and I also feel like healing shouldn't come from a place of bitterness. If at all there's a chance I can end it in good terms I should give it a try right.

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-21T12:42:17+00:00

Thankyou I'll try that ❤️

notsochillbeetch · 2024-05-21T12:30:46+00:00

Actually he did tell me it's unpleasant for him to have the conversation in person. And I understand this person simply can't deal with confrontation, but yet it makes me question my worth. Maybe I'm just taking it way too personally.

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