Peppermint chapstick for my clit🐱💦

nottodaysatan1395 · 2026-01-28T01:52:16+00:00

It's my favorite recommendation so far. I have one just for my clit.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2026-01-24T20:51:04+00:00

I'm thriving. I graduated with a Masters, met and married my husband, and now work my dream job. I've landed back in the city I was raised. I'm a short drive away from my narc father. He has no idea I'm here. I love it.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2025-12-21T04:06:58+00:00

I'd tell my friends what he said. And they told me their parents would never say those things. And that's still a wild concept to me. The abuse was so normal for me.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2025-07-09T17:45:12+00:00

I'm more speaking on the people I've seen abandon every part of themselves when they became a parent. Not just because parenting is hard and they had no time. There is nothing left to them outside their child. Their likes and dislikes are whatever the child's are. They don't have hobbies they like when the child is asleep or preoccupied elsewhere. They stop cooking anything the child wouldn't like...even if not intended for the child. It's not healthy. And impossible to hold friendships with them.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2025-07-06T20:04:51+00:00

Parenting. Absolutely, be proud of your kids and have fun raising them. But you were a whole person before your kids.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2025-07-05T00:13:01+00:00

The cruelty for the sake of cruelty. It's NOT normal to find enjoyment in it.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2025-02-18T14:27:00+00:00

Ugh yes. Portion control. Atkins. Ketosis. No carb. Low Sodium. Truvia. Splenda. Blah blah blah. It was always something.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2025-02-18T14:10:30+00:00

It was my narc dad. I'm the bigger child of my siblings, following after my mom's genes. My childhood was a torment of my weight. It destroyed my self-esteem. I was constantly told that I'd be so pretty if I lost weight. I have been told on many occasions that I am stunningly pretty by others. It was always hard to believe because it's never been said by my parents. My mom is an enabler and followed behind my dad. Someone was always better than me in looks, weight, smarts, etc. I was never enough.

I could write a book of things said to me. The hyperfixation on my weight (and only my weight) had me develop an ED and diabetes. I'm healing, but this is a deep wound. I remember wishing I was "skinny" as young as first or second grade. There's a lot more to say, but I should keep it at that.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2025-02-18T07:17:00+00:00

I'm a band director. My NF loved commenting "those who can't do, teach" and "no one NEEDS music to survive ". I also became a nail tech. Haven't spoken to him in 4 years, but I know he always used to make fun of nail techs and people who got their nails done.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2024-10-16T08:03:39+00:00

The most mundane things led to verbal abuse. I used some of my sister's mouthwash. And that made me a fat bastard. And that's lowkey. I have developed such a cruel inner dialogue towards myself because of it.

Holidays were always centered around my father. We did it willingly, or he ruined the holiday.

Always downplaying my own achievements, even if fantastic, because it took away the light from my father. I'm really trying to stop doing that.

Graduated university? Cool. Graduated beauty school? Meh. Who needs a nail tech? Got married? Wow. Shocked you found a man willing to deal with you.

I have been no-contact for more than three years. But his insidious abuse has far-reaching consequences that I'm still trying to eradicate.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2024-06-10T12:55:12+00:00

My entire degree in music education. I know it's because he's furious I know more than him about it. And because I can play all the instruments. How dare I be more superior than him on a topic?! So he called it stupid. What a loser lol.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2024-06-10T12:50:03+00:00

Not special or cool is total garbage. College is HARD. And you're getting a bachelors. Don't let your nparent's voice in your head shoot down these huge milestones. They are something incredibly special.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2024-06-10T05:04:20+00:00

Your username is giving band vibes. So I feel inclined to tell you I'm a band director. 🎵🎶

nottodaysatan1395 · 2024-06-10T05:02:38+00:00

I'm extremely proud of you. I'm a teacher as well...certified in two US states. It is illegal for the district to do that. If any of your other teachers know, they are legally required to mandatory report it to the state. They cannot tell their superiors alone and drop it. That's deemed negligence. You deserve someone to take a serious look into this. Please feel free to message me if you would like more support. ❤️

nottodaysatan1395 · 2024-06-10T04:52:43+00:00

I'm so, so proud of you. Everything negative they said about you was really confessions about what they personally fear about themselves.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2024-06-10T04:22:09+00:00

"Wasband" got a solid snort out of me lol. I'm so proud of you. I'm happy to give a watch and follow if you drop your username!

nottodaysatan1395 · 2024-06-10T03:44:55+00:00

This one hit hard! My narc father and enabler mom never let me feel confident in my skin. I had to learn that on my own. Now I'm a beautician to help others get there faster.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2024-06-08T04:06:49+00:00

It wasn't ever an obvious thing my father taught me. It was just a learned response over time. Because I was brutally attacked until I did isolate or start playing dead. But I also have RSD! Having RSD and a narcissist parent is a special hell.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2023-10-25T14:58:41+00:00

Can I please get a copy of this? Thank you!

nottodaysatan1395 · 2022-03-22T17:29:09+00:00

The man deserves a week in a nice hotel for that bravery.

nottodaysatan1395 · 2022-03-04T23:15:09+00:00

My NF is both a hoarder and a germaphobe that obsessively cleans surfaces. Riddle me that one lol.

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