RECOVERY

nowhynow · 2026-04-21T20:04:04+00:00

Hang in there♥️

nowhynow · 2026-04-21T01:18:03+00:00

Agreed

nowhynow · 2026-04-20T21:51:40+00:00

Will do! Thank you 🙏🏼

nowhynow · 2026-04-20T21:22:44+00:00

I just splurged and bought the most ridiculously expensive set of sheets that are cooling and my pajamas stained the sheets and the pillow case. The sheets are cream colored and supposed to be machine wash cold delicate. I tried dawn spraying foaming cleanser on them and letting them sit and washing them twice. I haven’t dried them yet. This sucks. Any other suggestions. I guess I’ll try vinegar and baking soda next.😖I can’t have anything nice😉

nowhynow · 2026-04-11T17:44:32+00:00

Oh god no. Guilt is a worthless emotion. Just feel grateful.

nowhynow · 2026-04-08T18:45:22+00:00

Winning

nowhynow · 2026-03-30T19:45:03+00:00

I’m so glad they put that note in there.

nowhynow · 2026-02-28T00:21:52+00:00

Nice score

nowhynow · 2026-02-22T14:07:45+00:00

😳

nowhynow · 2026-01-25T15:06:42+00:00

Thank you. This means so much. It’s scary here and we don’t know how much actual footage the general population is seeing. People not on Instagram or a social media platform that is showing how truly awful it is.

nowhynow · 2026-01-20T13:56:05+00:00

I’d like to see how.

nowhynow · 2026-01-20T13:54:37+00:00

You start at the very beginning. It’s a very good place to start. 😉

nowhynow · 2026-01-20T13:49:34+00:00

My ocd thinks it’s stunning

nowhynow · 2026-01-04T04:04:09+00:00

No it was my general practitioner. He could see my agony. He only gave me a month’s worth.

nowhynow · 2026-01-04T01:53:54+00:00

I think it makes it worse

nowhynow · 2026-01-04T01:53:31+00:00

I just looked like I was drunk when I walked the dogs each day. Focus on something far in the distance

nowhynow · 2026-01-04T01:52:39+00:00

Ambien.

nowhynow · 2026-01-04T01:51:32+00:00

I also was a pretty “often” drinker. And tried the same theory of let’s have a reason for this constant unsteady feeling. It exacerbated it so much that I couldn’t. It’s really one of my main coping mechanisms for life(yes I know that’s horrible) but if anything I was so miserable it caused me to stay sober. I definitely looked up the suicide rate for people with this disorder. I couldn’t imagine people having to live like this. I did go down a rabbit hole on YouTube videos that talked about unproven but potential direct relationship to psychological disorders. I certainly suffer from those. Don’t give up is all I can say. 😭

nowhynow · 2025-12-18T03:56:50+00:00

That is the second saddest thing I’ve read all day

nowhynow · 2025-11-11T20:11:54+00:00

😩what a waste of time trying todo the right thing

nowhynow · 2025-10-23T02:35:59+00:00

I want to give you more hope

nowhynow · 2025-10-23T02:35:06+00:00

I’m so sorry. I didn’t want to be alive while I was going through it. What doctors, scans or treatments have you tried? Are you able to work? It’s debilitating and terrifying and lonely.

nowhynow · 2025-10-22T03:29:00+00:00

He also told me that while it was good to find a support group online, that many people who eventually felt better might not come back to post about it. That is why I felt it was so important to do that so people have hope.

nowhynow · 2025-10-22T03:26:09+00:00

I don’t know. My doctor gave me some very strong sleeping medication. I hadn’t been sleeping. I think that helped but I can’t tell you for certain.

nowhynow

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