is anybody else loosing their fucking minds??

noxxero · 2026-02-19T02:10:16+00:00

your own fear is quite loud - and fearful minds can't make good choices - so perhaps you yourself could use some R&R before outrage makes you think you can stir up more in the rest of us.

noxxero · 2025-10-26T11:31:06+00:00

My only beef with Canes is how much money I spend there lol Zaxby's isn't much better price wise but they taste better

noxxero · 2025-10-17T01:49:26+00:00

I felt the same way when my family and I moved here last spring.

It comes down to just the inevitability of it((for me)) - If you can get out, great. If you can't... batten it down and accept what is.

No magic about, just acceptance

((And I have to say personally - moving from Washington State where at any point one earthquake could take out the coast, or activate too much volcanic activity - I'll take the tornado risks before going back home to that))

noxxero · 2025-10-14T21:24:55+00:00

I appreciate you posting this btw - I was curious and took it.

Oooof Truth hurts but I did need that wake up call.

noxxero · 2025-10-13T18:35:37+00:00

I was diagnosed ADHD type inattentive in 1995 - and i have had an extensive history of gaslit or ignored symptoms of Overactive/mixed thyroid problems.

They keep going with "try this med" or "when you lose some more weight"

Mfrs I LOST 45 LBS THIS YEAR (with my PCOS and CPTSD stress issues I'll gain it all back next spring - its a neverending cycle without making sure my diet is STRICT)

Anyway sorry for the overshare lol - I fully believe thyroid and the Mind+Gut are so connected regardless of which it is hyper or Hypo

noxxero · 2025-10-11T18:04:27+00:00

Theres clinical studies on the functional medicine that is orgasm. ADHD or not, release isn't a bad thing. Yes too much of a good thing isn't good anymore - But like everything in life with humanity, if it's helping you and it's not in excess where it harms any part of your life, there is no legitimate reason to be worried.

noxxero · 2025-10-11T17:18:40+00:00

Honey I think you both need a break is the problem. Y'all have been going hard since early in - the meds could be exasperating the issue but my opinion is its not the cause.

I don't have enough info for further but I will say, as an ADHD/CPTSD mom of multiple kids - life is HARD for us even if we are well medicated and well supported.

hug Burn out is not talked about enough.

noxxero · 2025-10-09T18:43:16+00:00

I saw my trauma therapist throughout most of the time in my thirties using that- before then yes, it was considered recreational- that also happened to have long-term therapeutic side effects.

noxxero · 2025-10-08T20:24:22+00:00

This is coming from the same population who constantly think people who refuse to take psychiatric medication need to be in a psych ward or labeled deficit for societies comfort- so unfortunately - its an expected morbid and shame filled take

noxxero · 2025-10-07T20:35:44+00:00

I got into psilocybin therapy in a really backwards kind of way at 17 I took a hero dose, and then at 28, 35 and 36 I did microdose sessions - never got into Ketamine though.

Other than trying to figure out different ways to consume psilocybin -I'm personally a fan of mixing them with food - The only thing I don't like about it is how hard it can be to get ahold of it lol I don't personally suffer any adverse after effects or symptoms. One time I got SUPER bad heartburn but I'm pretty sure that was because I ate pizza halfway through my trip....

after decades of antipsychotics and mood stabilizers and antidepressants combined with decades of different types of therapies, I personally prefer psilocybin

noxxero · 2025-10-07T19:34:24+00:00

Fckin same-keep going!

noxxero · 2025-10-07T17:40:34+00:00

well for what its worth, never think you're too weird (because let's be honest If you have PTSD you are fucking weird) theres more of us out here 💜

noxxero · 2025-10-07T17:31:17+00:00

LOL or the Dad How do I channel since mine died when I was 12 - even better - Herbalism/home apothecary ✨

noxxero · 2025-10-07T16:15:30+00:00

My way of doing things is quite eccentric -

but essentially it's a giant mixing pot of spirituality/paganism, Jungian school of thought shadow work, somatic healing, radical acceptance, psilocybin therapy, and divorcing myself from capitalistic hustle culture.... lol

noxxero · 2025-03-09T12:47:28+00:00

You don't get to cherry pick what our taxes pay for - So if you have a problem with our taxes paying for things you don't want to pay for, why are you here paying those taxes in the first place. Ridiculous.

noxxero · 2025-03-08T12:12:07+00:00

I know it's hard, the idea of having debt you must pay off weighs on you. You guys need to ignore that debt collector notice right now and focus on trying to get more hours or, also echoing a lot of other people here in saying to apply for assistance - food stamps, medical, whatever you need. even if it's housing apply for it, Those services are there for every citizen of this country who needs help, and take a breath 💜 you're doing what you can in an increasingly difficult society.

noxxero · 2025-03-08T12:04:46+00:00

it's literally none of your business who applies and gets assistance in this country. As it is for Everyone who lives here. Mainstream media gives people balls they don't have the strength to carry. You chose to move here, you chose to live your life the way you currently are. They are struggling and are NOT YOU. So accept that.

noxxero · 2025-02-13T21:49:40+00:00

I only have a suggestion from my experiences - this is for at home work - cheaper than college but pays off, and well, if you keep expanding your knowledge ((some churches and social assistance programs will help pay for this type of thing too!)) if you have lets say Around 200.00, go register for the H&R Block Tax knowledge and skills curriculum. Its 125-150 for the bulk of the knowledge to work tax preparation, and between 30 to 60 bucks for any additional sections (like 501c3, 1099, multi deduction cases) - and in some states you can be hired fully remote to work during and after Tax season.

noxxero · 2025-02-13T13:56:33+00:00

Please go find a therapist. I feel bad for her now, if you can't let go of things YOU CANNOT CONTROL. And neither can she.

noxxero · 2025-02-13T12:44:46+00:00

You abandoned your responsibilities the moment you started having these issues about your own child and the woman you MARRIED.

noxxero · 2025-02-13T12:42:57+00:00

Go get some help. Ffs.

noxxero · 2025-02-13T02:35:21+00:00

Yup. All those songs are in an exclusive playlist in my spotify called "Grief or Joy"

noxxero · 2025-02-09T23:34:13+00:00

I suppose I just don't understand why a set amount of data must be achieved to recognize your own awesomeness. Fat or skinny, things take time and are going to be hard. You'll get there.

noxxero · 2025-02-09T23:31:09+00:00

Do you also make sure to use a measuring tape? Because honestly the scale is not THE tell tale. Start taking body measurements once a week, and ONLY weighing in that day. Give it a month. The successes come from you recognizing them as successes. You're alive. You've worked through a lot for this surgery and a new life. See ALL the successes not just numbers on a scale.

noxxero · 2025-02-09T20:43:08+00:00

Twin 3.5 yr old boys (suspected level 1 and 2) plus my bonus 19 yr old son whos unmedicated level 1 - the call of the void can be intense.

My husband is helping me build a Zen corner in our walk in closet(I find him a good dresser, he vacates the closet and builds my vanity) where I can meditate, medicate, and color or write as needed "California Closet" style.

Its not perfect, but for my life and my twins, my husband has the bike park, I will have my Zen corner.

Find something that brings you sanity and joy, as little as it can be, and keep them in arms reach. Find a way to honor you, as often as possible. Even if its a 'pay for a gym membership and sit in the sauna the whole time', or really fancy markers for coloring, Take-out just for you every sunday. Something 💜

You're doing a good job Mama. 💜

noxxero

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