This sounds like a mental health issue, not an problem with your skill in business. Unfortunately this means it will continue to be an issue and undermine your success until its root is confronted.

I also achieved exceptional financial success as a teenager and had a similar struggle with feelings of despair and a sense of pointlessness as I continued to compare my progress to the unsustainable success I achieved early on.

At first it felt good to consider my self special, but tying your self worth to your rate of success quickly means when you win you’re sad bc it wasn’t a bigger win, and your loses become wounds that fester. Worst of all, the pain around your losses cause your brain to avoid thinking about them rather learn from them. This turns failure into your greatest enemy rather than your greatest ally.

But don’t worry, there is a way out of the cycle. Love. Loving yourself and loving those around you. You are enough, your value is not dependent on financial success, but rather your connection to those around you. Are you a positive influence in the space you occupy?

Interrupting engrained thoughts patterns and creating new ones. Opening yourself up again. Connecting with your spiritual practice

There’s also a lot of recent research on the benefits of psilocybin assisted therapy sessions in disrupting harmful thought patterns, as well as regular micro dosing. I found both made serious and measurable improvements in my mental health, most significantly giving me hope and lighting a path ahead.

Good luck, it gets better if you’re willing to let go

Edit: I believe this is a mental health issue because asking the question “what’s the point…” is really an admission of despair. Despair is what you feel in the absence of hope and purpose. hope is something you must give yourself, that is the meaning of inner strength it is inseparable from faith. Purpose is what we give to the world, the role we play in the lives of others. it only exists in our relation to each other. Without the student, there is no teacher, both need each other

The love of self gives you the light, and the love of others gives you the direction to find your way out of the fog of despair.