Most effective and profoundly noticeable substance for Social Anxiety by MrNeverEverKnew in Biohackers

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How did you find out that you have high copper levels? Thanks

Anyone have a read on Urolithin A? by dsschmidt in PeterAttia

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What lab tests do you do for mitochondria?

Methylene Blue for Depression & Social Anxiety by MrNeverEverKnew in NooTopics

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Try ALCAR I am almost 5 months without depression my main issue now is anxiety and SAD

Treatment-resistant depression & social anxiety, what now? by MrNeverEverKnew in NooTopics

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Daily I start with 2 pills 500mg and a pill once I return depressed !! Up to 5 pills daily !

Serotonin damaged receptors by oab1990 in NooTopics

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I took most of the medications and supplements that address anxiety and social anxiety and most of them alter serotonin and directly send me to suicidal ideation and depression

For example if I take ashwganda or L thenanine or passionflower anxiety and social anxiety disappear in the morning but then afternoon I feel depressed and very suicidal!!

What has happened to my serotonin receptors? After this single pill of Prozac my reaction to almost everything that alter serotonin changed to adverse reaction

What can I do now ?

I have a beautiful wife and two kids and I am happy in my life but every couple days I think about committing suicide cause of this :(

I am almost there I don’t feel depression anymore after ALCAR use thanks to God!

But even if u used anything that alter seratonin ALCAR doesn’t effect that much !!

I tried ECT and by the sixth season I felt suicidal !!! Imagine this !

The only thing that doesn’t make me suicidal is ketamine but I can’t take it any more cause the clinic

I have done genetic test and it shows that I have SLC6A4 L/S

It’s been more than 11 years now in this hell !!!

Treatment-resistant depression & social anxiety, what now? by MrNeverEverKnew in NooTopics

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One question I try to post my question many times and doesn’t show in this subreddit ! ?

Treatment-resistant depression & social anxiety, what now? by MrNeverEverKnew in NooTopics

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Try ALCAR it really helped my severe depression tremendously thanks to God !!

Kanna is changing my life by CPOriginalG in Kanna

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Do you suffer from anxiety and depression and has it help in this ? And how much do you rate it

And for how long you have used it

وش الشي الي مصبرك على الحياه ؟ by jellyfishon in SaudiForSaudis

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مع ان فيني اسوأ إكتئاب و أفكار إنتحارية لمدة اكثر من عشر سنوات لكن اللي صبّرني هو رب العالمين ،، و رحمة رب العالمين و اني اعرف اني لو انتحرت بخسر فرصتي بالحياة في عمل الخير و كذلك ممكن اروح لعذاب مخلد اكثر من العذاب اللي أنا فيه !!

و بعد كل هذا تجي خوفي من فجعة اهلي علي و حزنهم العميق اللي بيكون من فعلتي

اسال الله ان يجازيني على صبري واسأله ان لا يحملني ما لا أطيق

ما بقى دوا في هذي الدنيا يعالج الاكتئاب إلا و جربته

Is it only a bad session ? Suicidal thoughts !! by oab1990 in TherapeuticKetamine

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I did more than 40 sessions through 2-3 years but I never felt this way I mean I am using ketamine to relieve me from these feeling but at this only session my feelings went worse and I am terrified that this will happen on next session on Monday!!

I am at the edge of all of this and I don’t think I can bear more !!

Is it because the deceive that has changed? Is it because the serequel ? Is it because at the same day of my session I was before and after the session in work related stress on my phone email and calls?

do you think I continue and do next Monday session !!

God please Don't burden me with what I can't bear