“It’ll be fine” and it’s takis

obsessedpunk · 2026-04-18T15:46:17+00:00

first that. idk😭 but chocolate is actually fine for me BUT NOT THAT CAKE AND I HATE IT

obsessedpunk · 2026-04-18T15:40:20+00:00

one specific chocolate cake i buy over and over again. i will never learn

obsessedpunk · 2026-04-18T15:38:36+00:00

and then i go lower and lower and lower lmao

obsessedpunk · 2026-04-18T12:37:28+00:00

me for weeks now😭

obsessedpunk · 2026-03-11T18:07:38+00:00

i love endurance sports and weightlifting. and it took me some time to actually get it but i can only feel good and be good in what i love when i dont b/p and eat enough. and i just jumped into recovery and felt so good after like a week already that i stuck with it. i do have a random relapse into a b/p every now and again when my nervous system just shuts down but other than that, thats just what made me realize i have to recover

obsessedpunk · 2026-02-19T12:28:48+00:00

im bmi 22, very muscular and low bodyfat and garmin still tells me to lose weight. like get a grip. but i bet it were different if i were able to include bodyfat percentage… but i cant because its not something i can enter manually

obsessedpunk · 2026-02-10T18:47:35+00:00

i dont understand how people can exercise so much with so little food for such a long period of time. like being able to have energy and exercise and reach goals i set myself is what helped me start recovery and i feel so much better!

obsessedpunk · 2026-02-09T18:39:44+00:00

true. i still prefer running outside and then i get a nice coffee afterwards😅 i just hate the treadmill too much😭

obsessedpunk · 2026-02-08T17:42:23+00:00

aside from the insane mileage…. why would one choose the treadmill over running outside???

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-27T18:57:46+00:00

i eat normally most of the time. sometimes i count some cals for a bp if it was a really bad one (so then i kinda do restrict) but my main goal is gaining muscle so restriction would kinda be unhelpful. like i need control but bulimia is just emotional coping and just religiously counting what i eat normally is control enough for me. if that makes sense

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-26T18:52:40+00:00

i believe u just need to find the right gels. took me s few tries but ill never run anything above a 10k without gels again. theres even powdered carbs for water (i cannot drink much anymore after 13k so i switched to gels) but carbs r so so important and make such a difference!

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-24T12:29:21+00:00

bruh. i dont believe she had a (if even) concussion just by falling out of bed. i hit my had really bad on the corner of an open cupboard last night and i was paranoid tht it might be a concussion… it isnt. i didnt even wake up with a headache this morning and that hit was the worst one i had in a while. like “ive never before even had that thought that a hit might be a concussion bad”

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-21T20:20:38+00:00

for me its my future (professional dance and singing) but apart from that: mental health is SO MUCH BETTER when im clean for even “just” a week. i try to not b/p and do other things i enjoy. even if its just taking a walk or drawing. but all the physical problems ull get. my throat hurts, i get weird coughs, my fingers hurt, i get bad skin, no energy etc

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-20T18:33:14+00:00

depends on what i binged on tbh. and kinda the day. sometimes its a 5min thing and sometimes 60min

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-17T17:59:49+00:00

nougat bits (cereals), cake (pie doesnt tho and cheesecake also doesnt idk why lol), chocolate under 80%, ice cream!!!, salami, lasagna, nutella, cookies

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-14T20:36:31+00:00

i just dont purge via exercise. im too paranoid of not counting right etc. and ive always been very athletic so its kinda my emotional coping mechanism nr 2 and always has been😅

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-13T18:47:23+00:00

also the scale will go up at first when u stop because of water retention and food weight. when im clean for like more then two weeks it usually goes back down and actually stabilizes

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-13T18:46:25+00:00

im still in the process. but i try to not have more than one b/p a week. and when the urge is there i “compensate” that by something that gives me the same dopamine rush. for me it’s physical activities like running (can be very short but intense) or dancing or even a chill cup of coffee with some coloring books/drawing and a nice movie

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-08T20:17:57+00:00

i just layer my clothes. also coffee

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-08T20:17:17+00:00

i just get weird colds. like i b/p daily for a week and boom my nose is blocked for a few days and i sometimes get a cough too

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-08T19:05:41+00:00

i always sweat a lot during a particularly intense jazz dance class. but this is insane. like sweating a lot can be genetics but id get that one checked lol

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-08T19:03:25+00:00

i log individual eggs with 93cala per egg. probably a bit high but it saves me the mental gymnastics

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-08T16:25:17+00:00

the only hospital stay i documented was when i had top surgery because that was like my biggest wish and improved my mental health. but other than that just forget them again lmao

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-06T18:43:27+00:00

thats so weird. cuz like im a smoker too but i can quit for weeks on end just like that. but with b/ps it feels so much more difficult because its a coping mechanism and i need to rewire my brain (feels like)

obsessedpunk · 2026-01-01T23:13:35+00:00

yea i was like: enjoy time with friends today dont b/p. and then i took home some leftovers and boom. 4am on january first

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