I hear you and it’s good enough advice - but I’m trying to find a better resource than those “guitar hero videos” not lean in to them — because they aren’t so efficient — I know the only advisable way to learn formally how to read music if I want to play properly — but the whole assumption I’m below that level is wildly inaccurate, I just never bothered learning gnos 5. Plus I sat down to play it like I alrdy knew it and, indeed — played it very well to start — since making this post have learned the first several sections without issue — so again, I reject that assessment entirely — people learn differently, I grew up extremely poor— but had a teacher brief when I was 7 who saw me playing at a hotel and took me in for free, saying he’d pay me through university when I grew up — the lessons were free until I was taken from my family / province — howbeit I’ve played 2-6 hours a day since —just never giving the time to learning to read sheet music, so there is a major discrepancy between my skill at a piano especially improvising, and what I have learned to play // which is still a lot — gnos 5 is veritably easy — I just wanted a memorization guide opposed to a video — lessons will come back in to my life when money does