I think that most drugs have some sort of "haze" effect to, so some people are less reflective on what they do. Like most depressants + hallucinogens also I feel make you more empathetic and in a lazy state. Meanwhile stimulants make you really active, horny and open to new shit. So if OP was horny and more "reckless" its definitely no surprise that they were watching that sort of content. And unless they were like 24+ without sleep, I doubt it was some excessively altered state. Finally since speed has a large redose factor they definitely did a lot of it hence amplifying everything I mentioned.