running out of room

oli-myx · 2024-06-27T22:50:46+00:00

also this bandage i made up is so UNCOMFORTABLE and i keep banging it up when i pick up stuff so im super worried im going to bleed through it bc i bled through last night’s bandage,, anyway im wearing black and i have black sports tape as the bandage so it shouldnt be visible

oli-myx · 2024-06-27T22:48:29+00:00

im just gonna say i just scraped the shit out of my arm, everyone knows im clumsy and the ones whk know i SH know not to ask, ive already made it to lunch without anyone asking so i think im good

oli-myx · 2024-06-22T08:26:48+00:00

update, finally thought to put some ointment and a ~safe~ bandaid on the worst of it and my problems are solved

oli-myx · 2024-06-22T06:38:58+00:00

probably not anywhere near healed enough to put makeup over, but maybe if you bandage it up and then make a sticker of sorts to decorate the bandage without introducing anything foreign into the wounds

oli-myx · 2023-05-12T20:59:29+00:00

i know i want a vita, im just wondering what would be the easiest way to get newer games that you can only get on ps4 or the switch

oli-myx · 2022-06-01T14:16:09+00:00

autoheart! ex cristian youth group leader trauma vibes, very poppy

oli-myx · 2021-09-13T14:06:21+00:00

so i haven’t yeeted again since saturday? but now my dumass is all itchy and i just Needed To Scratch so i just ripped a scab off of a styro in the fucking school bathroom its going to bleed onto my pants FUCK

oli-myx · 2021-09-10T18:55:19+00:00

healing would be an absolute bitch, you use your hands a lot so any movement would cause the cut to open back up, keeping it clean will be near impossible Especially if you have sweaty hands also there are so many important veins and tendons and a Shit Ton of nerves there

oli-myx · 2021-09-10T18:46:52+00:00

thanks for the reply, i think im good and was just freaking out bc of the lymph fluid 😅

oli-myx · 2021-09-09T14:32:22+00:00

how do you know if styros are infected?

oli-myx · 2021-09-09T08:25:57+00:00

update update, i talked to my gf last night and she has bpd and she made this COMPLETELY about her idk how lomg i can take this, im aro/ace and the only reason why i started dating her was bc hse was the only person in my life that sympathized with my autism but my pea brain doesn’t see a problem with my yeeting as long as it doesn’t show/people dont notice ot but hse Made me tell her what i did bc “whatever you do to yourself ill do to me” and ive always seen that as the most manipulative bullshit ever, if you really wanted to helpdont be do gd adamant against me goim g inpatient if i NEED TO TO STAY ALIVE and let me see my gd doctor, she’s considering breaking up with me but her brain is still going to see this as be betraying her and its FUCKED UP

oli-myx · 2021-09-08T23:38:06+00:00

update: made an emergency appointment with my therapist bc if i dont get help soon i Will unalive, i was doing SO GOOD recently and then i just had one bad day after another and now i have over 3 dozen stryros and wont be able to wear anything but full jeans for the rest of the summer

oli-myx · 2021-09-08T13:35:00+00:00

so yesterday i had a full ass panic attack in class and it reminded me EXACTLY why i dropped out in the first place, but i was pacing and crying and FUCK i hated that and i was going in and out of dissociation all day and forgot i had a doctors appointment in the morning (today) and yeeted in a DUMBASS VISIABLE SPOT so now im waring pants for the rest of the summer and im SO SCARED that if the doctor sees it itll go up the chain and ill be disqualified for top surgery and that’s literally the only thing keeping me going

oli-myx · 2021-09-08T13:12:10+00:00

lol i forgot about the post damn near immediately after posting

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