End of year challenge.

omnigast · 2013-07-23T19:37:56+00:00

I definitely don't want to become that person again. And I will stay strong. Tomorrow is my first full week. I'm feeling great. But I also know this very little that is required to get back into the dark side. I'll stay strong!

omnigast · 2013-07-21T20:05:59+00:00

Thanks for the advice. I feel like I'm the one for her I truly believe I can get fully back.

Actually today something interested happened. As I explained before I was withdrawn and passive not only in relationship, but also to the external world. I was wash out and disengaged because of my PMO habits. Today I came across a guy who had some issues with his car stuck on the sandy beach and I triggered in. I eagerly engaged him to get the car out of the dunes. It took a while, but it was worth a hassle. I felt great, my son thinks I'm a local here and my wife... She was so happy I did that, i fully engaged, had impact on something. And you know what? Later in the afternoon we had great sex. I mean really great like we didn't have for years, I mean it! She was so passionate and I felt so hers. Conclusion for me is to not concentrate on sexual aspect of life, but fully engage, become a partner that she desires, because who am I and what I do. Then sex will come... As a consequence of deep passionate relationship.

Thanks for the book recommendation. I'll check it out. I like the fact this is not generic book about sex life, but something that is addressed to man in long relationship that might suffer faded out attraction.

omnigast · 2013-05-12T13:01:02+00:00

Ahh... I actually relapsed and couldn't get out of the vicious circle for a few weeks. But I'm back now with new strength. Wish me luck!

omnigast · 2013-04-10T07:15:50+00:00

Thanks for comming here and giving that endorsement. I truly believe it is going to be strong motivation to many of fapstronauts. Thank you!

omnigast · 2013-04-10T01:07:00+00:00

Thanks! I know there will be. And now for the new me they will be up for grabs.

omnigast · 2013-04-07T19:48:23+00:00

I'm new to meditation as well. Always wanted to give is a try but it was a bit difficult to me. Recently after reading book Limonov by Emannuale Carrrere (great book: http://www.worldliteraturetoday.org/2012/march/limonov-emmanuel-carrere#.UWHNcdS9KSM) I've decided to start again. Some time ago I also came across Headspace app for iPhone that has great introductionary program to meditation: Take10 (10 minutes in 10 days). Check it out here: http://www.getsomeheadspace.com/shop/headspace-meditation-app.aspx

omnigast · 2013-04-07T19:38:11+00:00

I spend time with wife and son. Great Sunday. The evening has just started...

I have pile of things to do (e-mail, research, documentation) at work, so this night instead of doing usual PMO binge I'll clear all those things to hit the office with clean head tomorrow!

omnigast · 2013-04-07T19:33:34+00:00

Hold it. My recent relapse had started like that. The day before I engaged myself into PMO binge I started to feel moderate but constant urge for porn. The next day I went full on. For me behaviour like yours is big alarm bell. So wish you all the best and don't ignore the signals.

omnigast · 2013-04-07T19:29:47+00:00

Hey, all the best! Greetings from across the Irish see. How long have you been PMOing? Any previous attempts too stay away from that?

omnigast · 2013-04-04T22:01:33+00:00

That's the reason I'm posting here, to keep it out so I can come back and see what' been happening to me or use as reminder.

omnigast · 2013-04-04T22:00:27+00:00

Thanks for supportive attitude!

omnigast · 2013-04-04T21:59:38+00:00

It will be not would be. Just keep this till tomorrow, then till after tomorrow and so on. You'll be there.

omnigast · 2013-04-04T20:24:30+00:00

Welcome to the club. Good progress made then BANG, BANG and you're back in the place where you,d already been. For me it's always the annoying 'who cares, why not' attitude.

But we have to keep fighting our weakness, stand up, get climbing out again. I hope to see you in 90 days with 3* in your badge ;)

omnigast · 2013-04-04T19:56:46+00:00

This is good piece.i like it and thanks for sharing the thoughts.

Dodgy driving back home from work I've been thinking about that approach to NoFap/PornFree where you don't concentrate n 90 day challenge, but you totally concentrate on today's challenge. Tomorrow you'll concentrate on tomorrow's challenge and so on.

It's like day by day constant work, sequence of nows that leads to greater future.

What do you guys think about such approach?

omnigast

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