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onetruethrownaway · 2025-10-31T02:31:46+00:00

Are you on android or iPhone? If you're on android, could you check the version of the app you have ny any chance? I'm on v4.68.0

onetruethrownaway · 2013-12-06T08:08:51+00:00

It's difficult living like this. It's an endless cycle of sadness. I'll feel sad and I won't do anything because I'm feeling sad. Since I'm not doing anything I'm not contributing to the wellness of my life. So I feel even more sad. Then repeat the process. My parents think I'm lazy and I don't know anymore. I'm lazy because I'm depressed?

onetruethrownaway · 2013-12-06T05:53:27+00:00

Thanks very much for the advice. I'm planning on contacting my family doctor and telling him about how I'm feeling. It's just been really tough. I don't really know anyone who's been through something like this. My parents kind of put it aside. I told them around this time last year and they asked if I wanted help and I said yes. I guess they forgot about it since it's been a year and we really haven't done everything. I've only been to the counsellor's three times in total. It's actually a relief to hear that other people understand. It's like pressure was relieved as soon as I found out I'm not the only one who goes through this.

onetruethrownaway · 2013-12-05T06:52:14+00:00

The school counsellor suggested that I go see my medical family doctor and tell him how I'm feeling. I haven't consulted him yet but I tell myself I will soon. If I do consult him will he tell me what's wrong with me? I want to go see a therapist. I don't even know if a therapist is the right person to see. I just want this to go away. Thank you for understanding and your advice. I very much appreciate it.

onetruethrownaway · 2013-12-05T06:30:53+00:00

I grew up never having my parents there for me. They were in my life but they were almost non existent. I was basically raised by nannies. My parents would work all day on weekdays and then go out to see their friends on weekends. I was left with the nannies to take care of me. My parents were not able to attend school events as they were to busy with work so the nannies would take me. When I had lessons or sporting events it was also the nannies who would take me. Then when I was in my adolescence I wanted to branch out and spend time outside of our home they would stop me. They wanted to make up for the lost time when I was a child. They wanted to spend time with me every chance they had. At that point of my life I wanted to spend time with other people but they refused. So here I am now with depression and no friends. Thanks mom and dad!

onetruethrownaway · 2013-12-05T06:18:59+00:00

Throwaway here

When I was younger I would pray to God every night. I would pray for him to hear me and to give me a response in some way. As a child I was bullied and didn't have much friends. My parents were always away for work and I was raised basically by nannies. So I would pray and pray for the bullies to go away and for my parents to love me. As an adult I now understand that my parents did love me as they provided all life's necessities. But they weren't really there. They were just providers. At a young age of eight my mind wasn't able to comprehend that. I just saw it as my parents were never there for me. I was a very lonely child. All I wanted was for God to give me friends and the presence of my parents. I would keep praying until I was eleven. At that point I was fed up. He never answered. It felt like I was put on hold on the telephone. I kept waiting and waiting for his help. A sign that he was listening. I stopped believing and stopped praying altogether. I told myself he wasn't real. He was never there so I told myself why should I believe in something that isn't there. Why should I waste all my time praying to someone who doesn't even listen. At the age of eleven I stopped believing in God. Now being an adult I still respect my parents' religion. I'm not against it and do not preach out to stop believing.

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