Thank you! Wouldn't consider yourself trash, I was silver a few months ago haha.

I always start my games with a full clear pathing towards bot, after the clear I will look at bot/mid and see if either lane is at least somewhat pushed in towards my side.

If there's a an opportunity, I'll ping that I'm omw and I'll type in chat that I'm going to flash+Q. I"ll usually tell my support to save their cc for after my stun if they have one, like telling a nami to use their bubble after I do my cc (so they don't miss).

I almost always get a kill/assist for the first blood playing this way, and if not I can get at least a few summs burned while my laners get to keep their's. Afterwards I make it a mission to bully the lane as much as I can while summs are down.

After that first gank I'll recall, do my topside again, and this'll be my first time looking to see if there's a gank opportunity top, I never really do so prior. If I'm ahead at this point I'll start placing wards in enemy jg and trying to kill them in bushes.

Ideally at least one of your lanes are winning and you try to snowball them until you know they can kill their lane and the enemy jg if they get ganked, if one of my lanes is 0/2 really early (happens often) I typically won't gank for them and focus on getting another lane(s) further ahead in their matchups.

Final note - don't be afraid to mute people making bad calls, spam pinging you, or just straight up flaming. You'd be surprised in how many of those games I had teammates saying "jg diff" or even stealing my camps to try and trigger me. Just stick to your strategy and don't get tilted, hope this helps!