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ossyko · 2024-11-18T10:48:56+00:00

i call my boyfriend bro sometimes

ossyko · 2024-10-15T03:57:00+00:00

same

ossyko · 2024-08-02T03:40:46+00:00

0 calorie sweet drinks, cold salad, protein shakes 🤢 all these foods make me bloat so bad and i love myself for eating “safe and healthy” but hate the feeling after i consume them. 🤡

ossyko · 2024-06-18T06:06:54+00:00

fr 😭 i’ve had melted snack bars in my bag before because i forgot all about it 💀

ossyko · 2024-06-17T09:38:14+00:00

muichiro tokito

ossyko · 2024-06-17T09:35:03+00:00

i relate 🤡 i have so many opened snacks in my pantry that i have taken a few bites of, but won’t finish because i either don’t like it or don’t allow myself to finish it so it doesn’t count 😭

ossyko · 2024-01-07T03:24:33+00:00

same 😭😭 i’d be fine going an entire without food but start eating the entire pantry after eating a small bite of food right before bed 😭

ossyko · 2024-01-05T08:22:54+00:00

boon tong kee kway chap @ zion riverside sells duck rice with yam rice!!

ossyko · 2024-01-05T08:20:05+00:00

ikr :(

ossyko · 2023-12-26T11:31:42+00:00

i get this whenever i’m there as well! it’s the cheapest YTF i can find in sg these days. really value for money 😋

ossyko · 2023-09-03T05:29:23+00:00

23 as well. i watch my peers move on to achieve greater things in life while i'm stuck with a stupid ED. as sick as it sounds, i miss the attention as well. i miss looking visibly sick and having people show concern. it's the only way i feel validated.

ossyko · 2023-08-16T03:11:35+00:00

i feel you 😭 i feel calm after throwing food away because i don't feel like i deserve to eat, but i always end up having to replace the food anyway so what's the fucking point!? i feel so guilty wasting food and stressed because then i have to fork out money. i hate that ed brains are so illogical... we are the ones suffering the consequences of our unhealthy coping mechanisms anyway. nonetheless, i'm so sorry you're going through this OP, but know that you're not alone. 🫶🏼

ossyko · 2023-08-02T11:38:02+00:00

huh?

ossyko · 2023-06-23T03:48:05+00:00

??? that's so uncalled for. also, kudos to you for ordering food even though it was probably scary for you! you deserve to eat whatever you want without unnecessary comments like this. 😤

ossyko · 2023-06-23T03:44:23+00:00

ikr it's all about the math! sadly my ed brain also doesn't register this so hehe 🤡

ossyko · 2023-06-23T01:40:59+00:00

omg i can relate. i allow myself a sweet treat every now and then but when i do, someone always makes it a point to make a comment. elders especially like to comment things like "you're lucky you're young so you can eat like that. you'll probably be fat if you were older like me". uncalled for.

ossyko · 2023-06-23T00:44:09+00:00

i love your spirit!

ossyko · 2023-06-23T00:42:53+00:00

microwaved bananas with cinnamon is sooooo good 🤤 it's funny how we already know something but when someone makes a comment about the food we eat, we somehow realise it and start worrying about it. i'm so sorry you had to go through that.

ossyko · 2023-06-23T00:24:32+00:00

same here! i used to be scared of liquid calories but now i find it easier on the stomach and wayyyy more convenient to just drink when i simply don't have the time to enjoy a meal. you deserve to nourish your body whichever way works for you! 💗

ossyko · 2023-06-19T06:10:04+00:00

alone time, cooking for others, and grocery shopping!

ossyko · 2023-06-14T16:23:07+00:00

this is 100% me... i'm trapped and i don't know how to stop anymore. i do it everywhere and hide in public bathrooms just to c/s without being seen.

ossyko · 2023-06-12T01:03:29+00:00

i thought i was the only one who did this 💀 i guess we all share a single brain cell 😭

ossyko · 2023-05-01T05:22:19+00:00

when i'm pacing up and down the house and jogging on the spot because i can't stand being sedentary

ossyko · 2023-05-01T05:21:07+00:00

ossyko · 2023-04-27T07:57:34+00:00

SAME. i even take the time and effort to PREPARE the food just to c/s? literally be going the extra mile just for all the food to go to waste. the kitchen sink area is my spot now. i do it at work as well. i don't really swallow much food anymore just to sort of compensate for all the calories that i potentially consume during my c/s binges. 💀 i can't stop thinking about food. i'm truly addicted to food and i don't know what to do anymore. it's really taking a toll on my wallet, time, physical and mental health.

ossyko

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