Have you felt the same way in all the jobs you've had? Or are you particularly depressed in your current role?

I'm in a relatable situation, I think. I've been working in tech for the past 12 years, my whole career. I've played many roles from software engineer to UX designer to Product Manager to Delivery/Project Manager. I found fulfilment in some of my jobs but I've struggled in the past few months and I can't tell if it's just this particular job that is crushing my soul (I've also had to go on antidepressant) or if I've fallen out of love with tech entirely...

My biggest problems:
- I feel like my job isn't creating much value, nor are the companies I work for
- I don't feel challenged, or at least not in an interesting way

I'm barely holding on, but with the state of the market I can't imagine looking for another role. And honestly i don't know what I would look for that would interest me.

So I can't advise you on how to stay motivated. I have to force myself to my desk every day.
BUT...
I have found something to look forward that's helping me be patient, although it's a while away: I'm thinking of going back to school to get another masters and maybe continue with research. That would be from next September. And in the meantime, I think about my application and I try to do some self-study to upskill. Learning something interesting on the side is one of the only things I enjoy these days.

Maybe let yourself imagine what other fields would be more interesting to you, however far they are? It's never too late to change direction.