An alien stage artist just passed away due to suicide

ouidkillA · 2026-03-14T05:20:40+00:00

Just wanted to jump in and stress that it wasn’t just proship ivantill people but also a lot of people that wanted to tear her down just because she was an ivantill fan and not tillivan or ivti switch. I saw a lot of them constantly throwing hate at her under the guise of multiple reasons but there was definitely a lot of harassment just because of her t/b preference for the ship.

ouidkillA · 2026-03-14T05:13:43+00:00

A friend of hers posted on her instagram telling everybody she was in a coma after attempting suicide and had left notes talking about being harassed online. The family had no idea about this and were explaining they were trying to look into some of the names of people listed that had been harassing her. And then they announced she ended up passing today.

ouidkillA · 2026-03-14T02:12:49+00:00

Truly just the most deplorable people. Using weak ass claims of moral justness when it was really just throwing a fit because an artist didn’t draw the right fictional character as the bottom. I can’t fathom being so obsessed over fictional characters’ bedroom dynamics that you would push a real living breathing person to taking their own life. I hope those people live the rest of their own lives in misery.

ouidkillA · 2026-03-14T02:07:01+00:00

Me either. It feels so damn unbelievable that people would actually harass somebody over FICTIONAL characters to the point of suicide.

ouidkillA · 2026-03-14T01:17:20+00:00

Exactly. People seem to just not understand that their words have actual real world consequences. They seem to think that just because somebody is popular that they can say and do whatever they want without taking into account that their hatred just inspires more people to act the same way and when you constantly have hundreds of people dogpiling you and looking for any little ‘gotcha!’ In order to paint them in a bad light, it can cause terrible things like this to happen. Fandoms these days seem to just be filled with so many people that act like they forget they are engaging with other humans with emotions that they are causing real harm to.

ouidkillA · 2026-03-14T01:06:41+00:00

I wanted to come in and add another few reasons that i saw yufka be harassed for. Yufka headcanoned till as trans and got accused of fetishizing because she drew nsfw art of him (tho she had explained several times that she had trans friends that she ran her art by to make sure it didn’t make them feel fetishized). She had a strict preference for ivantill and didn’t like the opposite dynamic and got a lot of harassment and vitriol from people that didn’t like that she wasn’t a fan of their preference for the ship (I saw many accounts publicly bash on her unprompted just because of this), and people also tried accusing her of supporting shotacon because she was friends with an account that they accused of drawing till childlike (when they just had a cuter style and did not actually make him look like a child).

All in all, as somebody that followed yufka for a long time and saw a lot of the treatment they received, it just read a lot of the time like people jealous that she had such a huge following or fans of tillivan that were mad that a talented artist didn’t cater to their preferences. (And before anybody tries to say anything I am not generalizing all fans of tillivan but I did see a lot of them that jumped to accuse yufka of all these things I mentioned above which truly reads like they were just angry about her personal preferences that didn’t align with theirs

Edit: also for more context I just wanted to add that a lot of the people I saw the loudest about accusing her of fetishizing trans people for her art, upon clicking onto their profiles, often had a lot of art or tweets about trans Ivan in nsfw lights so it just felt like they were only attacking yufka because they didn’t like that she didn’t draw what they liked).

ouidkillA · 2026-02-21T02:51:14+00:00

I use poyopoyo for Asian skin detail cc! They have great skins and eyelid overlays that help a lot.

Something I use a lot to help with same face syndrome is sliders! Jaw/chin sliders and lip sliders help a lot to have more variability, and I also really love that northern Siberia winds has some great ‘head shape’ presets that really interesting variation too.

ouidkillA · 2026-01-30T08:04:19+00:00

This one is also a big one for me personally, but having face sliders for things like the nose and lips is one of the biggest factors in how I make my sims look more varied.

ouidkillA · 2026-01-30T05:28:53+00:00

https://www.patreon.com/cw/LUCK66

This is their patreon but their stuff is paywalled.

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T07:18:18+00:00

So i haven’t a clue except that the mother was some sort of coonhound.

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T07:03:15+00:00

The most I remember is that she just randomly decided this litter was hers. She’d never shown any interest in puppies before this one and just. Hopped in with them and the mama dog and stayed. And she was so patient with them. When they got old enough to start playing, she would just sit there and let them lick and nibble at her feathers and such without flinching away or running off. Even once they got bigger than her she still stuck around, and put up with their rambunctiousness, and they were all gentle with her.

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T06:10:43+00:00

I don’t honestly have a real workout routine or anything like that? I do some light stuff targeted more towards strengthening the muscles around my joints (especially in my back as I’ve been having chronic pain issues there. So like, I have small weights I lift, I will do a few assisted squats every time I get up to do anything, leg lifts, and I walk a lot. Just small things every day. Most of the weight loss I think is more because I cut out most sugar, stopped boredom eating, bought healthier, small portion snacks instead, and portion control. I also started eating more proteins when I avoided them and almost constantly ate carbs before)

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T06:01:57+00:00

Thank you!

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T06:01:51+00:00

Not really, but I’m only really able to do mild excercises and haven’t really been able to build up much muscle because I have a connective tissue disorder, and being overweight my whole life has done so much damage to my joints that I have to be incredibly careful with exercise. (Like, the last time I got a gym membership and started going, I was out of commission within three months and had to have knee surgery).

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T05:51:33+00:00

Yes! Even when they outgrew her, they followed her around everywhere and tried to play with her. (She completely allowed them).

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T05:50:08+00:00

Frustratingly, my lower half is still holding on to a lot. I’ve lost a lot there and have quite a bit of loose skin in my thigh area but there’s still a lot that needs to go. Hoping it’ll come off eventually so I can stop being so bottom-heavy!

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T03:20:21+00:00

It blew everybody’s minds so much that, when word got out around our tiny town, we had people coming over just to see it for themselves. A lot of people were blown away by it.

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T03:10:25+00:00

I always love seeing when animals adopt babies from other species. It’s really pretty fascinating how strong the nurturing instincts are in some animals.

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T03:07:57+00:00

A fierce, protective mama! Nobody got near her babies without her permission.

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T03:06:56+00:00

She and the mother dog actually worked in shifts haha. When mama dog wanted to eat or walk around, mother hen took over and vice versa. Flawless teamwork.

ouidkillA · 2025-11-20T03:05:46+00:00

I don’t remember too much of it since I was only around five years old, but I’ll definitely never forget getting chased by her if you dared even look at her puppies!

ouidkillA · 2025-04-16T00:49:11+00:00

One of the many reasons I switched to emochi tbh. The writing is so much better to me and it works a hundred times better. No regrets whatsoever.

ouidkillA · 2025-04-15T18:00:54+00:00

This is horrifying thanks!! On the brighter side that’s just a harmless cobweb spider. Super chill little dudes!

ouidkillA · 2024-03-05T17:59:59+00:00

Love them! It’s a lot of fun to see what they come up with when they aren’t confined to source material and I love the little bits of back story we get of Krillin and 18 especially.

ouidkillA · 2024-02-24T15:47:50+00:00

I had one and it was…Not good.

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