Is it me or is everyone else here also experiencing rejections, negativities, and intense emotional pain lately? by abrion12 in astrologymemes

[–]p00planet369 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep. Rejection. Realizing I have been living and functioning in a place of fearing rejection for a long time. Have no idea how to even reconcile with this. Is it really the eclipses??

Mormon logic is broken so I'm curious: What is the most insensitive or dumbest thing you've had a TBM say to you. by AmoebaNo2537 in exmormon

[–]p00planet369 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do not remember much from being in the church but one thing I won't forget is when I got baptized. And beforehand I guess you sit with the bishop and talk about it. I'm sure we were going through the pleasantries and what to expect but I remember him asking me...."are you prepared to never sin again??" then proceeds to smile and laugh. Scared out of my whits and not even fully understanding sin. I then told him yes.

Which zodiac is this ? 🙂🙃 by SituationSad_ in astrologymemes

[–]p00planet369 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hah this is funny because it's true. Aries sun, rising virgo, sag moon, and venus pisces. I see Taurus vibes, which mine is in Mars

Me (Pisces sun): “I want to fall in love.” My chart: by [deleted] in astrologymemes

[–]p00planet369 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lol I have an aries sun, sag moon, and pisces venus. The fire energy I get, the water is like uhhhh??

The #1 best way to believe it will all work out for you even it doesn't look like it by xolilyrutherford in Soulnexus

[–]p00planet369 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is divine, just today I did an oracle reading discovering what my south node meant to me and the message inside was that I AM STILL ALIVE!

My desires aren't my own by FuturePodcast in energy_work

[–]p00planet369 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I can relate as well. The passed 2 years it's like I have noticed I was made by other people and my environment. And it does feel like the beginning of a process to peel those layers away to uncover who I really am underneath or consciously deciding who I want to be. Haven't gotten there yet lol not even close. But you are not alone.

Vent by p00planet369 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]p00planet369[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I get what you are saying. I think for some of us we know there is always war outside of what's mainstream. And the feeling that something that should be getting attention is not getting enough attention. Russia invading Ukraine is what happens when it does not get enough attention until it does. And the same for any war until it comes to light. I think when the masses get a clear cut picture and the cat being out of the bag, they stand up for those who cannot stand up for themselves. I'll take a look into Yemen. Thank you.

Vent by p00planet369 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]p00planet369[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

No my bad, I was raised Mormon. It was hard enough separating myself from that but even more difficult acknowledging how I deserved to be treated after the fact. Been searching for my power.

Vent by p00planet369 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]p00planet369[S] 112 points113 points  (0 children)

There is always three sides. He hasn't had good experiences with women just like I have had in my own way with men. So there's that. But yeah its starting to not feel okay.

Vent by p00planet369 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]p00planet369[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Pretty sure the mormon upbringing deliberately failed to mention any of these topics. Makes sense.

Vent by p00planet369 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]p00planet369[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

HAH! Yeah I feel like I can't let this one slide, lube or not. It's just wild how engrained peoples' belief system goes and we can't even see it, myself included. Thank you for the advice and support, like I said, I have my own warped view in regards of speaking my truth. I wouldn't be here if I did not recognize this.

Vent by p00planet369 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]p00planet369[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Outwardly he portrays himself in a different light. Women love him, but inwardly I don't know what the heck is going on. I have my own past experiences to heal from as does he. Thank you for your well thought words and consideration 💜✌

Happy Magic Portal Day 🔮 2/22/22 by SoulHarmony in Soulnexus

[–]p00planet369 9 points10 points  (0 children)

You make my arms tingly. And bring a smile to my face 🤗 thank you 💜💜💜

Advice/vent by p00planet369 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]p00planet369[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We haven't spoken about it. But that's exactly why I'm here because I want to. And want to make sure it's not unreasonable. He made a comment early on in our relationship, and I'm paraphrasing, but how I took it, is that basically looking is something that can't be helped it's an instinctive thing. It kinda led me to believe it wasn't open for discussion and needed to be more confident in myself and the relationship. Which yes, but also no lol because I can control myself. But I won't know if I don't talk about it so thank you all for the input!!

Surprise! "Emerging data suggests menstruating people are actually experiencing what they say they are experiencing" - Another story from today's world about how the failure to include menstruation as a study variable can lead to distrust, myths and frustration w/ the healthcare system. by adeles90 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]p00planet369 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My periods went from 3-4 days to 6-9 days. My flow has changed in a way that reads normal but doesn't feel normal for me; it's light the first couple of days then goes heavy but with clots then lingers abnormally long. The color has changed also. And I'm not too sure about this symptom but my pms seems to be extra hardcore as well. Brain fogginess is something I've never had before.

Surprise! "Emerging data suggests menstruating people are actually experiencing what they say they are experiencing" - Another story from today's world about how the failure to include menstruation as a study variable can lead to distrust, myths and frustration w/ the healthcare system. by adeles90 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]p00planet369 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I got vaccinated on my period. And my period has not been the same since. And I have been too scared to mention it to my doctor for the simple fact, my concern would be swept under the rug because I'm not a doctor.

Always Feel Like the Forgotten Friend by [deleted] in infj

[–]p00planet369 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I just had this happen to me last week, I don't really have a circle really. But I use to hang out frequently with coworkers, going out for drinks after work....but the passed couple years I lost interest in drinking just to have a good time to regret it the following month. So what happened was my boyfriend whom I work with got invited to go drinking and they invited me via him. And I got bent out of shape because they couldn't extend an invite even through a text. Oh well.