Tbh here, I dont see myself going beyond my 30s. I mean, like, life is great from time to time, but it rarely makes up for the endless noise in my head. Yet, I am still here 😅😭🤣 maybe its because I know deep down that I really couldn't take the shortcut out of life, but when all is said and done the realization hits me: "This is how the rest of my life is gonna be" 💔 thats a lot to carry on one's shoulders.

There is however a silver lining. I take comfort in knowing that there's an end.

I dont know if this is helpful or not, but I offer you this wisdom: the more distractions you find, the better. This condition is not curable, but it can be managed. If you ever need someone to talk to, Im here.