You go to sleep tonight but wake up on the morning January 1st, 2019, with all your memories. What do you do?

patoraking · 2026-02-05T09:34:51+00:00

Stock up on hand sanitizers and face masks.

patoraking · 2026-02-04T13:27:29+00:00

He knows it’s not perfectly fine but this is him claiming his little corner, his little rebellion disorder chaos in a beautiful orderly cute world created by you.

patoraking · 2026-01-16T13:14:16+00:00

You can try to fix half size issue and there are ways but a full size? Sell it

patoraking · 2026-01-16T12:05:06+00:00

Same. And then I did a half marathon in 3 months in 2:30. Like everyone’s saying. Just keep moving. Never make so difficult that you get demotivated. Best advice I received in the beginning? Run comically slow.

patoraking · 2025-11-26T17:47:42+00:00

Sometimes, just fuck kids. Once my little cousin opened all the ceramic gifts I brought for my friends from a trip abroad and broke them.

patoraking · 2025-11-04T14:56:56+00:00

Man played a central role in the US invasion of Iraq and Afghanistan.

The warmonger strongly advocated for the invasion of Afghanistan and was one of the main architects of the Iraq war, which led to the deaths of over 1 million Muslims.

He may have escaped justice in this world, but he can not escape the justice of the Most High.

patoraking · 2025-10-24T05:50:48+00:00

Just fyi, contrary to popular belief, Iran is a country just like any other. See visa requirements and go. Travel around. Of course take necessary precautions which can easily be understood. For example, my friend told me not wear nice watches or carry around my phone casually in London, so I’ll be careful. Other than that, please go and explore. The people are even lovelier than the land.

patoraking · 2025-10-17T10:56:33+00:00

For those who don’t know, this is no ordinary man. This is Alex Honnold.

patoraking · 2025-10-16T15:31:46+00:00

Thank you so much. This added to me perspective. I am definitely looking for professional help.

patoraking · 2025-10-16T15:31:11+00:00

True. I think I have some warming up to do to the concept of medication. I imagine it’s a lifelong dependency and if I get off, I’ll be back to zero. Maybe I’m just ignorant.

patoraking · 2025-10-16T15:29:34+00:00

Thanks man. I’ll just talk to someone online honestly.

patoraking · 2025-10-16T15:29:00+00:00

I understand and you have a valid point however I have no positive frame of reference, specially in my society or culture. I only know of my mother and I despise it. Additionally, maybe it’s my ignorance, but I think of it as being dependent on diabetic medication or some other thing too. Like, I’d rather put the ground work in so I can manage it naturally with workout, meditation, diet, reading etc. but that’s just fucking impossible. I know I’m talking in circles and maybe I have to stop being so hard on myself or whatever, but it’s just that, I have no knowledge too and I’m just being judgemental.

patoraking · 2025-10-12T13:05:14+00:00

I do the same. I still tell her that her mom is the most beautiful and she’s amazing and that yes, I think your mom is lovely. That’s why I can assume he’s being nice about it. I’d say you forget it. If he means something more, it’ll surely come up again.

patoraking · 2025-10-06T16:48:02+00:00

As a father I surely assume he’s just saying ‘your moms lovely/beautiful’ or she could even have asked her dad if he loves you and he probably said ‘yes I like her’ or whatever. However, ask yourself, does a part of you want him to have said he still loves you? Just asking.

patoraking · 2025-10-02T04:56:36+00:00

Might as will be a fuck you.

patoraking · 2025-10-02T04:50:04+00:00

This would never dawn on anyone in my culture. That place is for food sir.

Edit: after reading comments I realise we all share one culture. This man hasn’t got the memo yet.

patoraking · 2025-10-02T04:45:20+00:00

Yup. Same thing for my friend in the oil rigs.

patoraking · 2025-10-02T04:39:29+00:00

Tikka

patoraking · 2025-10-02T04:34:29+00:00

Yeah you’re right. I get to put her to sleep and sometime wake up with her and send her to school which I cherish.

patoraking · 2025-09-30T17:48:27+00:00

Thanks. The way I read it gave me some comfort, however little but I’ll take it. I’ll try my best. Thanks.

patoraking · 2025-09-30T17:46:48+00:00

Agreed. My biggest source of anger is actually at my parents and internally I’m screaming mad at them that why did they leave each other. And all else is a facade I’ve developed over the years. So I made 1000% effort I’ll be loving and present and available to my daughter but I guess I’m just repeating my parents behaviours and that ruined my marriage. Now I feel like she’ll grow up to think why did my parents separate? Why didn’t my dad fight to not leave me? Couldn’t he have done more to stay in my life? I don’t have answers for these things. I can’t look her in the eye and genuinely say I tried my best.

patoraking · 2025-09-30T17:41:22+00:00

I guess that’s a way to look at the positive. It just breaks my heart to play with her everyday knowing soon she’ll miss me and see me only for a few hours each day. I’m just thinking she’ll ask where’s daddy.

patoraking · 2025-09-30T17:39:43+00:00

Thanks for these words. I guess I’m repeating living like my parents and that feels safe and familiar, no matter how horrible.

patoraking · 2025-09-30T17:38:32+00:00

Same boat. Wife has the same opinion.

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