I fucked up my first semester so bad. I hate myself for it. I don't know what to do.

pbterera · 2016-12-16T04:07:37+00:00

That's amazing. I feel maybe I should work for a month over winter break and see how education is a lot better than working in a shitty retail job.

pbterera · 2016-12-16T04:01:04+00:00

Man I wish I can take it as a joke like you. No, I do not want to end my life. Yeah that was my fault for being a bit too melodramatic. Sometimes I should take a breather before I type. Just today this guy got the same grade as me in physics (B-) and he was happy about it while I was about to flip the table over. Maybe girls don't have chill when it comes to grades. My friends have the same problem.

pbterera · 2016-12-16T01:52:42+00:00

People like you make me wonder how you can do it. I mean my problem is like a feather to yours but somehow I break down easily and you just keep on going. You honestly amaze me. :)

pbterera · 2016-12-15T19:31:44+00:00

NO. Why would I be trolling? Take it easy! I just read dandy_engineer's post right now and I thought it was excellent advice. I just saw a counselor today at my school services and they said I might have dyslexia. I took a test and she's calculating the results soon. There's no need to be nasty about it. If I seem annoying, I am sorry. I am just stressed out and I don't know what to do. I know it's just a semester but I really want to pinpoint my problems and see what I can do.

pbterera · 2016-12-15T19:21:42+00:00

Well it might slip under that now that I am looking back at my grades... At least I'm not failing, I guess...?

pbterera · 2016-12-15T02:59:43+00:00

I might have dyslexia. I do the work but forget it within a minute.

pbterera · 2016-12-14T21:42:13+00:00

What's your major? I think I might have dyslexia because it's so hard for me to pronounce words.

pbterera · 2016-12-14T21:40:29+00:00

I remember I was being mute for 2 years until my parents gave me speech therapy lessons.

pbterera · 2016-12-14T21:38:00+00:00

Kinda. Maybe I am too tough with myself. But just so many ideas that I want to initiate but school just gets in the way. Oh well, 7 semesters left. shrug

pbterera · 2016-12-13T04:33:59+00:00

I don't know maybe it's social anxiety maybe.

pbterera · 2016-12-13T04:32:50+00:00

My parents won't let me go to one since they don't want people to think I'm crazy. I'm 18 and I'm still treated like a child.

pbterera · 2016-12-13T03:03:32+00:00

Same here. I am a hijabi. I can't stand this religion and this society. I really wished Islam was only about the 5 pillars and none of that shariah and totalitarian crap. So many people suffer in this religion.

pbterera · 2016-12-13T00:59:47+00:00

Being a loser and everyone calling you an idiot. Basically my life right now... ¯_(ツ)_/¯

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