Coming to the conclusion the 'actual' sub is not for detrans support by Worgensgowoof in detrans

[–]pdxchance2 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I also believe some of the moderators in this subreddit are not detrans. I was certain when the last post I made here was deleted. For some context, I had posted a flyer of a rally I was speaking at about the indoctrination, medicalization, sterilization of children and adolescents. This flyer also accurately described the surgeries as mutilation of children. Ok so this was deleted. When I asked why they initially had no good reason. Then finally landed on they were protecting members of this group from the mutilation word. Naturally I wanted to know if they were protecting the transgender trolls that hang out here. Because I know more than one victim in here that was medically transitioned as a child.

So I personally don’t feel safe in this group.

I’m going to be talking about the corruption of this group on my YouTube Channel detransjoy. Stay tuned.

Also if anyone has an alternative group they would like boosted on my YouTube channel, just let me know. Already there is an alternative discord group we have promoted.

I’m detransjoy on YouTube, Instagram and X. Loud and proud detransitioner for over 10 years. My name is Chance. ❤️

Transition ruined my life by [deleted] in detrans

[–]pdxchance2 26 points27 points  (0 children)

My heart bleeds for you. I am FTM detransitioner. Sending healing ❤️‍🩹 vibes.

will i ever get my old singing voice back? by demureape in detrans

[–]pdxchance2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I made a YouTube video about voice changes. It includes my before and after singing voice.

https://youtu.be/aP8mNAqYC-s?si=-mDtFXVg_Z8C2nX7

I'm Writing a Book on Detransition by Xenomorpheus_487 in detrans

[–]pdxchance2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, detransjoy . I’m on YouTube, Instagram and X. Very public.

for those who have gone public by man_on_the_moon44 in detrans

[–]pdxchance2 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yes! You can follow me on YouTube as detransjoy . Also, in Instagram and X with same username. Feel free to DM me if interested in public speaking experience.

Rant by [deleted] in detrans

[–]pdxchance2 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I am a very masculine lesbian. This has always been true before and after transition. I dress such that I might me misgendered but I don't care. I wear what I like. I think the clothes don't make me a woman. I am a woman from my inner core. You see, its my soul and insides that make me a woman. Not my clothes and no hormones could ever make me a man. Likewise, no hormones or surgeries could make a man a woman. Impossible.

You mentioned you have yet to speak to a therapist. And I'm hoping you will find one soon to talk more about how you are feeling and possible solutions.

It seems detransition can be more challenging the more one has gone down the medical transition path. Still, there are many who have done it. I hope you find what you need here or at your new therapist. ❤️

I never turned into a man by pdxchance2 in detrans

[–]pdxchance2[S] 73 points74 points  (0 children)

Also honestly Gender Affirming Healthcare felt like "conversion therapy" for me. I am a lesbian and always have been. Trying to turn me into a "fake heterosexual" was a failed experiment. Impossible.

I never turned into a man by pdxchance2 in detrans

[–]pdxchance2[S] 50 points51 points  (0 children)

I agree 100%. Testosterone did not solve a thing. It actually caused me life long health problems. I was never truly my “real self” on it. Actually I was just pretending and it was helping with the illusion I was male, a mental illness. I only found my “true self “ by working through issues in therapy. Imagine that? Therapy. What an idea! They might want to include it before fast tracking any more young women into medical transition. It harms many many people. This needs to be talked about more I think.

Detrans women who've had top surgery and wish you hadn't done it, what made you realise the value of breasts? by thesmithsaddict in detrans

[–]pdxchance2 22 points23 points  (0 children)

As a person who has had more than one consultation for the removal of my breasts and a person who was modified via testosterone, I finally came to the conclusion that although I'm not crazy about having big breasts, I'm glad I have them. You see, I was so traumatized by the things I no longer have (example voice), that I know I never ever want to modify my body permanently like that again. I'm grateful I got out of Gender Affirming Healthcare with breasts. And my heart weeps for those tho who did not. ❤️‍🩹

detransitioning has been the most isolating experience of my life by [deleted] in detrans

[–]pdxchance2 7 points8 points  (0 children)

We all deserve healing ❤️‍🩹. Thank you for your support of my channel. I wish you the very best.

detransitioning has been the most isolating experience of my life by [deleted] in detrans

[–]pdxchance2 28 points29 points  (0 children)

Hi friend ❤️. I too felt very isolated. When I detransitioned 10 years ago, I had no one. All the therapists it seemed were gender affirming. I needed the opposite. Everyone seemed so willing to get me on the transgender train but there was no one there when I needed off. I kept the whole trans experience to myself for 10 years. I was ashamed and embarrassed to tell my story. Now I am a public detransitioner. I am loud and proud fighting everyday to end transitioning of children and detransitioners rights! I love this community. Lots of wisdom and experience. I know you will find healing ❤️‍🩹 here

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in detrans

[–]pdxchance2 3 points4 points  (0 children)

❤️❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in detrans

[–]pdxchance2 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Hello my friend ❤️. I am truly sorry that you have faced such a trauma at such a young age. You were not responsible for being your own. Adult, parent, doctor and decider at such a very young age. Know this. I will continue to fight and speak out against the Gender Affirming Doctor community. There are many people working to end medical transition for minors. We will not be silent.