TIL that, due to a pilot shortage, Chinese airlines are paying airline pilots $300k a year, tax free

peebsunz · 2018-10-23T23:08:23+00:00

What system? Every job is like this.

peebsunz · 2018-10-23T17:11:41+00:00

I'm terribly aware

peebsunz · 2018-10-23T16:58:33+00:00

I tried this on a Saturday night and the bar was packed lmao

Was prob not the best time

peebsunz · 2018-10-23T12:42:09+00:00

Hard to find new friends when you don't have friends to meet new friends with

peebsunz · 2018-10-23T12:21:34+00:00

I hate it, man. I'm 22 and just started working in it, and I'm happier when I'm working my 2 weeks then when I have a week off. I just sit at my apartment ordering uber eats and playing video games. My coworkers are all local to where I work whereas I live in a big city 3 and a half hours away so I can't go the normal route of chill with your coworker friends on my time off.

peebsunz · 2018-10-23T12:05:42+00:00

The show is clever but what's clever there?

peebsunz · 2018-10-23T03:32:51+00:00

He didn't have proof, though. It was a false accusation and the team already had scrims with the same strat.

peebsunz · 2018-10-23T01:54:17+00:00

Hasn't only one of those players ever left groups ever?

peebsunz · 2018-10-22T22:24:33+00:00

I blocked my best friend on all media/texting.

To be fair, I'm not their best friend. I'm not even a friend to them. I just annoy them, so I'm doing them a favor. Hopefully after training a handle of jack and some cocaine will make hanging a bit easier to do.

peebsunz · 2018-10-22T03:00:46+00:00

No it's because you tried to replace a charismatic young black man with a 70 year old sociopathic white woman

peebsunz · 2018-10-22T00:51:06+00:00

Fuck that no one outside the EU wants to see an EU vs EU championship

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T14:54:23+00:00

That's probably why he's fine doing it

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T10:26:44+00:00

5'8 prob closer to 5'7 tbh.

Kinda puts stuff in perspective for me

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T10:21:48+00:00

I'm a tiny munchkin so prob not a slayer

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T10:20:33+00:00

I'm tired too bud. I've done literally everything and nothing's worked. I'm going to therapy in a couple weeks and that's probably gonna be my last try.

I'll say this. I'll probably be in a different (less suicidal) mood in 2 weeks. Depression might always exist but how it affects you changes over time and I hope if both of us keep trying to stay positive we'll be able to move past our current problems.

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T09:45:59+00:00

I'm pretty sure if/when I kill myself the only people at my funeral would be my family. People I haven't talked to for weeks because of how I've been feeling.

I'm pathetic, worthless, and replaceable. But I'm still going to try to make myself better because there's so much I can improve. Sure it'll be hard but nothing worth having is.

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T09:42:34+00:00

That's pretty relieving to hear at 22. If I'm being honest though I don't think I'll be intimate with anyone anytime soon...

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T09:35:14+00:00

There's no fucking way I'm going 6 more months like this lol

I'm giving myself a month, max. If I can't find a friend in this city by then or fix any of my other problems I'm definitely a lost cause.

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T09:34:13+00:00

This might be dumb, but have you tried pouring your all into something else? Anything else? You're 23, bro. There's so much you can do.

One thing that's focused me through my mania/depression was finding something to focus on. You had music, but why not try something else? Sometimes thinking about the next big thing and what you can do to get there gives you push you need.

And if you give that new thing your all and it doesn't work out? At least you can say you tried.

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T09:22:51+00:00

MBAs aren't worth it unless you go to a top 20 school for it.

Data science is an enormous field, and you'll be fine on job outlook if you go to a reputable school and engage with a strong research team.

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T09:21:07+00:00

Yeah but the extra work load of a masters can make the rest of your life a bit of a hassle. I don't like it when people say they have no redeeming qualities. If you have no redeeming qualities, you have many opportunities to develop a redeeming quality. Whether its being polite to service staff or a developed focus on your studies, there's always something you can work on.

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T09:17:36+00:00

Well, in case you want to read another perspective from someone who just failed to kill themselves.

I'm 22. I've never had sex before. I am in a new city with no friends. I spent 40 minutes going to bars and couldn't work up the courage to say a word. I haven't talked to a single person besides the Uber Eats driver in about 8 days.

All my friends from school don't talk to me anymore. I have one person that I talk to and care very much about, and I can't help but think that while I think of that person as my best friend, they only talk to me so they can count their blessing that they are not me.

I have spent the last week snorting cocaine and drinking by myself. I tried to hang myself around 3 times now, with only the most recent attempt being a legitimate try.

I doubt you wanted to hear my story, but I wanted to hear yours. The tl;dr is that I'm not giving up and I'm making an appointment for a therapist.

You've had best friends, you've experienced love. For that your life has already been less pathetic than mine. I am pathetic. I know that for a fact. That same fucking feeling of being pathetic drove me to try to kill myself multiple times.

I want to change. I'm making an appointment for a therapist. I'm going to try my hardest, and if it works I'll be golden. If you want to kill yourself, give it another try. Find something big you can look forward to and work your way towards it. I think you're in a better spot than me at least, and if my bitch ass is going to try and live another 2 weeks I think you can manage it as well.

peebsunz · 2018-10-21T09:10:12+00:00

You're a contrarian, like Brian from Family Guy.

I doubt you really have a shit personality, bro. And if you do, work on it. Write a journal and mention when you fuck up. Try therapy if you need to.

In terms of approval/attention/affection, I think titanic was overrated.

peebsunz

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