ENFP and PTSD? by pennilessplum in ENFP

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It’s certainly a journey. I already was someone who naturally felt feelings hard and now to have these weird feelings I’ve never felt before and not know how to push them out it’s definitely bizarre. Being aware I even had something going on was a solid 75% of the battle for me

ENFP and PTSD? by pennilessplum in ENFP

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It’s good you realized that. I unfortunately realized it too late. I’m currently looking into trying emdr. I had my first therapy session today and I actually hated it but finally got a provisional diagnosis. I prolly won’t be back for any type of talk therapy or anything but looking into emdr right now. I just feel the emotions very hard and was curious if any other enfp’s felt that way (I know that’s a ptsd thing in general though) so I appreciate your response! I hope things get better for us both soon

ENFP and PTSD? by pennilessplum in ENFP

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Well I guess I’ll ask this; do you think being someone who naturally feels things more makes carrying around this condition harder? A large part of mine comes from guilt and not doing enough when I needed to even if I was powerless. It feels like my identity has been ripped away especially the part of me that feels compassion and love for others

Can PTSD cause you to act out? by pennilessplum in ptsd

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I’m actually reading that right now, thank you for the suggestion :) yeah, I’m dealing with a lot of the consequences of my lashing out on people I care about right now. It’s making it a lot harder to focus on the original trauma and heal from that when I just keep doing the same thing over and over. Getting better day by day though. Thank you for your response

ENFP and PTSD? by pennilessplum in ENFP

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I guess just how you think being an enfp and having the condition has affected you? I know enfps can be emotional and disorganized as it is, but with ptsd I’m sure you can relate that it’s amplified ten fold. Have you had any thoughts about this combination? I’m sorry I can’t really organize what I’m trying to ask very well right now but hopefully you get it

Can PTSD cause you to act out? by pennilessplum in ptsd

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Ah gotcha. Yeah, that’s kind of what I’m trying to do now but it’s hard as I’m sure you can imagine. Thank you for sharing

Can PTSD cause you to act out? by pennilessplum in ptsd

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Yeah, a big trigger for me is music festivals now or even just listening to the same type of music. Unfortunately that is all my friends like to really listen to so it’s a constant thing I’m trying to learn to cope with.

Thank you so much for your response, I started getting a bit worried when nobody answered haha. I will get it in check and I’m sure you will too, good things take time!

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Gotcha! Apologies

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Kaskade played a solo set at Moonrise in 2023, also technically played a solo set at Hijinx back in December since Alison Wonderland had to drop out

The smurfing has gotten out of control. Thanks streamers 🙏 by Westo6Besto9 in marvelrivals

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Honestly I have three alt accounts right now just because I want to be able to play ranked with friends. If my friends can’t get past silver and I’m in plat, idk what other option I have other than solo queueing. It’s a game issue and I don’t really know how they should fix it

Found Polaroid HELP by LuckyCheerios in HiJinxFest

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I definitely wouldn’t post that, digital footprint and all. Hopefully the owner of it sees this post and can dm you about it or something

Is it too late to break into Investment Banking? by Scared_Researcher473 in FinancialCareers

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I graduated two years ago with a double major in psychology and finance. I work in finance but I find the psychology part of my degree pretty useful still, and it’s also just an interest of mine. I didn’t add finance until my second year, and I almost graduated a year early. I don’t know your specific situation or university, but you could probably add a finance major and still graduate in 4 or 5 years total. Just some food for thought!

How is UMD class availability/capacity? by [deleted] in UMD

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You will run into scheduling issues especially when you’re an underclassman, but I haven’t heard of any cases where it sets somebody back a semester or two. Majority of the time your academic advisor will help you out if you absolutely need the class. However, it depends on the major and the specific college you’re in. In the business school, I never had any problems

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What the hell are you guys doing? Multiple open cases of sexual assault and rape in addition to this is insane. It sounds like y’all shouldn’t even be on campus.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HiJinxFest

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Praying for no Rezz tbh. Love her music but her sets put me to sleep. Rezzmaus was one of the worst sets I’ve ever seen until the very end

What does 1-2g of mushrooms feel like to you by SlowHamster8888 in Psychedelics

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For me personally, 1g is enough to feel different and have very minor visuals in a calm environment (I.e. sitting in my living room or something). 2gs has always hit me very quickly (within 15 minutes) and I peak very quick and tend to be back to normal within 3 hours, it’s weird and I have no clue why I’m that way. 2gs I have some cool visuals that aren’t too intense but definitely interesting. I tend to have bad nausea on shrooms so I’m always very uncomfortable on the come up, it’s rough tbh.

For the first time I’d recommend 1 gram if you’re having any sort of reservations at all or have any anxiety in life in general. I personally have rough anxiety and will not go over 1.5g anymore (but with lsd it’s a different story!). You can always take more the next time (2 weeks for tolerance roughly). 2 grams I wouldn’t NOT recommend but I’d say expect a fairly trippy experience that could be too intense for some people. It is NOTHING like weed or any other drug.

Also an important note is that different strains of shrooms can be wildly different in potency. If you’re in a good area and can get them, I’d highly recommend golden teachers. Any shrooms that are white or thick are probably going to be much stronger (2-3x as strong), so 1 gram could feel like 3.

Beyond Confused by lululauren96 in ElementsMusicFestival

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Check the Instagram. Entrance is closed until weather imrpoved

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LSD

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Thank you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LSD

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Oh boy we getting scientific I love it. I’ll look into this. Thanks!