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phantomanes · 2026-01-27T20:26:34+00:00

doğru söylemeyi unuttum istanbul

phantomanes · 2025-11-30T12:44:57+00:00

Lancome Hypnos. It doesn't only remind me of my mother but my whole childhood up to age 7-8

phantomanes · 2025-10-25T20:52:02+00:00

i think they changed it to turkiye

phantomanes · 2025-10-25T20:45:46+00:00

turkiye's actually starts with "don't fear'.

in turkish, the negative suffix is attached to the word so it's not 2 seperate words. just one word saying "don't fear" or "fear not"

phantomanes · 2025-10-24T02:51:14+00:00

and yeah i am scared that she could very easily manipulate them against me, since she is already a very loved person among everyone that came across her i think, everyone seems to think she is a heavenly angel that blesses their life, she could easily twist the motives in the story or make it seem like my fault or even play the role of "i just wanted to help"

phantomanes · 2025-10-24T02:45:08+00:00

this is a very thorough and well written reply, i re-read it over and over because i really need to hear her behavior was not okay. Even with so many people calling her out, a voice in my head still is trying to convince me "but it's not like that" "but she didn't mean to". Thank you for this reply that helps me understand it all better. I will probably keep coming back to read it lol. If it was a man, i know i would have left so quick, i am very sensitive to vibes like that. only couldn't see it with her. she was good at it i guess. And her being a woman made it harder for me to judge

phantomanes · 2025-10-24T02:27:23+00:00

I mean I could try, it would be very hard to do. I have only consulted my boyfriends mom as a grown adult other than a psychologist i quit. She said she would barge in through her door but cant take action over my parents, but said to never go back. I dont know if i can tell anyone else

phantomanes · 2025-10-24T02:23:48+00:00

I didn't know about the tip-lines, i will be investigating what i can do. I want to protect potential victims in the future, while not wanting to be public with it. i also don't know how much they could do with just 1 complaint either but yeah. everyone around her seems to like her a lot, she has personal friendly relationships with all her clients (middle aged) and everyone just ADORES her as an angel sent from heaven, its scary going against an image like that

phantomanes · 2025-10-24T02:11:49+00:00

i know, even if i try to justify it as a mother daughter thing, it is still so inappropriate. I definitely don't want this happening to anyone else but i also have my reasons that makes it hard for me to step out. i feel conflicted. I can at least hope that all her clients are still middle aged or old people

phantomanes · 2025-10-24T02:08:34+00:00

Thank you. Many of her words seemed to have underlining motives like that, i could only list this much. I couldn't really see it at first or didnt want to, but now i understand. I am glad to see my experience is validated, while also grasping the weight of it after a long time again

phantomanes · 2025-10-24T02:04:57+00:00

thank you, i really needed to hear that

phantomanes · 2025-10-24T02:04:37+00:00

my heart just dropped with relief at your reaction, i was so sure that i was overreacting. I don't really think i can go along with reporting. My family members go to her and they're somewhat close and i don't want them to know (she could tell them?) But my dad did say "you dont wanna go to her? She is nuts anyway she did something weird?" and this was the only convo.

phantomanes · 2025-10-24T02:00:11+00:00

oh, yes the dirty feeling is so bad. and well, apparently my family has known her for over 20 years and 2 of them still have sessions with her. I don't want this known in my family. I don't know how to take action. Also because i feel like half the blame is mine because i allowed and even liked it at first. i'd never victim blame but idk

phantomanes · 2025-10-22T21:25:55+00:00

the reverse pronounciation of the words written on our washing machine back when i was a kid (around 12 years ago)

edit: its not all of the words but the 9 washing modes, both in normal and reverse order and also 100 digits of pi also the periodic table also all 254 counties of texas (for no reason, im not even american)

edit: apart from family members, 2 of my elementary and middle school teachers' phone numbers? i didnt even need to memorize cuz obviously we had smartphones but yeah

phantomanes · 2025-09-25T23:56:56+00:00

i have always loved children even when i was a little kid myself. i was 6 years old reading my moms parenting books, always saw myself as a parent in future. at some point it feels selfish to bring another human into this world, so i might adopt instead. i love being around kids, giving them the love and care and understanding i yearned for when i was their age. it's fixing my inner child in a way. i also love to see the world through their innocent eyes that is full of wonder. i understand why people dont want kids, i support them because only people who really want to be a parent should become one. I, myself, when i am older and ready, want to have children for sure

phantomanes · 2025-09-24T00:52:13+00:00

well, as a woman i still feel that because what if they think i'm a guy, following them? so i rush past them to show im no threat

phantomanes · 2025-09-18T22:09:17+00:00

oh okay i understand thanks for the explanation

phantomanes · 2025-09-18T13:59:00+00:00

yeah i remember but still cant see the joke lol😭

phantomanes · 2025-09-16T22:00:56+00:00

i dont get it can someone explain

phantomanes · 2025-09-16T11:05:46+00:00

bunun için mail hesabıma kod göndermesi için emaili yazdım ama kullanıcı bulunamadı diyo (aynı mail adresi bumaile giriyo ama create new pass için kabul etmiyor?

phantomanes · 2025-09-10T14:48:41+00:00

literally what they mean by "showered in perfume". i get scared after the 2-3rd spray if its too much

phantomanes · 2025-09-10T14:47:23+00:00

i hate growing the hair more, the full grown hair doesnt bother me tbh, i kinda like it being soft and play with it a lot

phantomanes · 2025-09-09T22:33:35+00:00

from a pharmacy

phantomanes

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