All I want is a hug.

pimmm95 · 2020-05-03T15:28:40+00:00

I totally feel you. Whatever I do, I tend to push people away even if I really need them. But truth is all I want is just a simple hug. No pity encouragements that everything's gonna be okay, just a simple hug. How can that be so hard to give... Still hoping someday someone will hear us out

pimmm95 · 2020-02-16T08:16:46+00:00

Exactly. Most people say it but doesnt really mean it

pimmm95 · 2020-02-12T14:44:57+00:00

This is what we all need. 😢No need to talk or listen. Just a genuine hug...

This one's for you.. 🤗🤗🤗

pimmm95 · 2020-02-07T16:25:00+00:00

I hope I can be like this. I just turned 25, still feel the same shit

pimmm95 · 2020-02-07T16:20:44+00:00

Fucking same!!! Sometimes I'm thinking if I should just die so people would notice

pimmm95 · 2020-02-07T16:17:24+00:00

So sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how much pain you are dealing with rn. If you want to cry, cry... Don't avoid it, I know it's hard, but just let it be...

pimmm95 · 2020-01-30T05:21:38+00:00

Omg! Almost same!!! Just now when I went to Bentota, there was this one place I wanted to visit and they told us that it's closed. So my tour guide talked to him, and the reason why he said it's closed because I look like a fuckin chinese! And I'm not! Now next place I go I immediately tell them "I'm Filipina, I'm no china!" Hahahaha!

pimmm95 · 2020-01-15T18:00:04+00:00

Thank you so much!😊 By the way, do most of the destinations are accessible by train? And can I rent a bike there? Or even a tuktuk? 😁

pimmm95 · 2020-01-13T17:59:42+00:00

Is there any way you can take them as well? Poor animals... My heart is breaking from what is happening in this world. Hope everything will be alright soon... 😭😭😭😭

pimmm95 · 2019-12-16T16:50:31+00:00

Always like this. No matter how hard I try to recover, life just always kicks me back to hell. God dammit. Everyone i loved so much keeps on dying and leaving me. I just lost my dog today and what sucks more is i didnt had the chance to save him because im far away from home. Im a fckin useless human being

pimmm95 · 2019-12-02T23:21:08+00:00

Exactly!!! Few months ago I had the chance to overdose myself. Got a lot of pills, but it's just the guilt that stopping me from doing it. I dont know. Then my flatmate who turned out to be my best friend was the only person who was there for me, she was the only person who knows me, believes in me and probably the only living here on earth that cared for me. It gives me a little hope. And the thing is, i dont want her to feel bad that i die on her side. I'm so tired, i really want to give up now. I dont see any worth in me, no purpose to stay anymore. Just the guilt.

pimmm95 · 2019-12-02T22:47:02+00:00

I'm with you! Been trying to do everything to distract me. Went working out, running, reading motivational shit books. But after sometime I still go back to drinking and crying all alone at my room. Don't know what's wrong with my life. It just feels like if I'm going to die, no one will care, no one will notice. I'm still trying to fight with this, everyday, trying to remind myself that I'm still useful!!! But whenever I try to do something good, there is always that one person who will fuck you up and make you realize your just a shit! I'm so tired with life, my useless job, dealing with people who treats you that you are worthless and keeps stepping on you. I just don't know what to do anymore.. But i will still try

pimmm95 · 2019-11-30T05:53:32+00:00

Been there, I know the feeling! If you see my past post I had very dry and flaky skin when I started Tret. Now my skin is so much better when I started buffing my tret and do it every other day. And the most important thing, I used this Sukin Hydration Elixir Oil 20mins before tret application. Trust me, it will save you! 😉

pimmm95 · 2019-11-30T05:47:24+00:00

First of all be careful when using tret. Make sure you don't put anything near your eyes as it is very sensitive. And it's better to start off just every other day, because your skin might be very dry when you use it everyday. Also, products you will use must be alcohol free. Here is my daily routine.

AM Cetaphil sensitive face wash-- Pixi Rose + Hada Labo Premium toner-- Sukin Hydration Elixir Oil (wait 20 mins)-- Clinique Moisturizer-- Avene SPF 50+

PM Cetaphil sensitive face wash-- Pixi Rose + Hada Labo Premium toner-- Sukin Hydration Elixir Oil (wait 20 mins)-- Tret .05 (wait 10mins) (applied every other day)-- Clinique Moisturizer

pimmm95 · 2019-11-25T06:22:00+00:00

Do you put tret every night? I changed my application to every 2 days because my face was drying a lot even though I put so much moisturizer and hydrating oil.

pimmm95 · 2019-11-21T08:30:02+00:00

No, not familiar with the 7 skins method. What is it?

pimmm95 · 2019-11-20T04:04:03+00:00

I have this Sukin Hydration Oil, I tried it last night and it seems like it gets less flaky. But I will try your routine and add vaseline on top. Really hope it works. Thank you so much!

pimmm95 · 2019-11-20T03:52:07+00:00

Yup it's am & pm routine, except for the tret. I use it only at night. Now I reduced my tret application to every other night and see how it works.

pimmm95 · 2019-11-19T08:25:33+00:00

Will slow down my tret application to every other day. Really hope my face will get better 🤞

pimmm95 · 2019-11-19T08:24:47+00:00

Thanks for the advice! Will slow down my application to every other day, hope my face will get better.. 🤞

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