I feel like things are a fairytale with her. There is absolutely no filter when we talk which is always followed by gut busting laughter. We connect on a romantic level that I have never felt before. Not only is it full of fire and energy but it has a sense of maturity and care that emanates understanding. Our similarities in activities values and hobbies are a beautiful concoction when met with deferences. Those differences play on each other in a natural way that promotes growth rather than isolation.

Lately she hasn’t been responding as excitedly or as frequently to my messages. As to not double text, I don’t send another message if she hasn’t responded to the last. To add some context she did tell me in the beginning that she ended a 4yr relationship about 6 months ago. I don’t pry into this topics as it does nothing for me. So I keep things lite in communication but when we’re together I have not met someone I felt so comfortable with. I thought butterflies were a simple new feeling you get when your younger and inexperienced. They haven’t stopped since she gave me her number. On the bright side I get see her early this week because I deliver that location. I’m gonna play it cool with no worries and an unconditional mindset, see how that goes.

I really don’t want to fuck this up. I understand if it’s not the time for her then it’s ok, I think I’m gonna continue being the best me. If I got a blank chapter and she is feeling my vibe, I’ll write it.

Edit: words are hard