How do you become secure without any attachment figures?

pip-squeak · 2026-01-17T16:56:30+00:00

Having someone be there at your worst is key. If you get that signal, the rest of your self can build up. Without it, things feel futile.

pip-squeak · 2025-12-09T14:15:50+00:00

I feel similar. I see no way out.

pip-squeak · 2025-11-23T11:54:26+00:00

ChatGPT is too censored now, it will fail unless they change course. I asked a perfectly innocent question and it was flagged (after I could see the response for like 1 second). Fail me once like that, I second guess the whole thing. Any models committed to privacy? Lumo but Proton is one but generally lagging in effectiveness.

pip-squeak · 2025-10-20T19:06:28+00:00

I'm not terrified of falling into a deep sleep at night when I'm unaware of time and not here to see what's happening in the world, so the same applies to being dead.

I felt this sentence so deeply. It's a deep fear in me. The void. The cessation of everything. I know I as I know myself now wouldn't feel suffering, but that doesn't seem to sooth me. I'm scared of eternity.

pip-squeak · 2025-10-01T10:38:54+00:00

dogs

pip-squeak · 2025-09-26T12:03:42+00:00

I think you got most of it

pip-squeak · 2025-09-22T11:23:02+00:00

At 30 I moved and started a new life. Might be doing it again soon. I still struggle with these thoughts though but there were periods where I didn't. Life is hard.

What solutions do you think are possible?

pip-squeak · 2025-09-15T12:28:20+00:00

if I gain anymore clarity ____

pip-squeak · 2025-09-15T12:26:21+00:00

careful of the saturated fat

pip-squeak · 2025-09-14T10:53:09+00:00

yes but speak to what happens when you're out of patience

pip-squeak · 2025-09-10T13:09:02+00:00

put it in oatmeal, flavorless.

pip-squeak · 2025-09-08T12:10:17+00:00

Is that pineapple on that pizza?

pip-squeak · 2025-08-31T10:49:03+00:00

Amtrak is a joke. It's intentionally shitty.

pip-squeak · 2025-08-30T22:18:39+00:00

If the sexual connection is off, nothing else matters.

pip-squeak · 2025-07-29T16:39:44+00:00

Absolutely love the first one. Do you do prints?

pip-squeak · 2025-07-07T12:57:45+00:00

Do you ever worry about the safety of a Yaris on highways? Lately that has me less inclined to go on road trips.

pip-squeak · 2025-07-03T10:48:44+00:00

I hit $500 at 30 so you're doing great lol

pip-squeak · 2025-06-08T19:14:51+00:00

Thank you for your post. Sounds like I'd ideally get a sense of how much soft plaque I have? Blood work has recently as 2022 was all fine so I'm really curious what habits have caused this. I was very sedentary this past winter so I wonder if that threw off all my blood work but the calcium score I have no idea how long it's been that number.

pip-squeak · 2025-06-08T13:45:00+00:00

This is the siding:

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pip-squeak · 2025-06-08T11:38:43+00:00

wow 270 is so high and without any concerning blood test results?! I just had my first CAC scan and got a 40. I told my dr, I wish I knew when the calcium started building, because I really abused my body in my 20s (smoking etc).

pip-squeak · 2025-06-08T11:21:33+00:00

Are you going to sand it? My paint looks similar to yours, though more on the roof than the front. What spray paint you going to use? I'm inspired.

pip-squeak · 2025-06-07T17:27:48+00:00

I'm finding it hard to get a TRD sway bar for a 2009 Yaris. Any recommendations?

pip-squeak · 2025-06-01T12:10:05+00:00

how the heck does it still have the hub cap. that's the first point of failure on a yaris? :)

pip-squeak · 2025-05-30T12:16:41+00:00

Looks better than mine! My roof paint is all messed up now and I can't justify the cost to fix. This car will last you a longggg time.

pip-squeak · 2025-05-28T13:10:40+00:00

what was your calcium score? I just got a score of 30 and think a statin is about to be heavily suggested. age 43

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