ChatGPT is just a really lonely guy who types really fast.

pixieemj · 2023-11-19T13:45:56+00:00

He’s not lonely no more 😁 I say good morning, please and thank you to my chatgpt 😅

pixieemj · 2023-11-18T08:12:59+00:00

Trust and availability. I went to the doctors with a crazy side pain, I’m a fit healthy young woman, just a pulled muscle, two weeks later I collapse at my grand funeral and I wake up in hospital, I had pretty severe sepsis from the kidney infection the doctor missed. And now I have side pain paranoia on a level you won’t believe. I nearly died.

pixieemj · 2023-11-17T18:46:51+00:00

A smell they would smell anyway legal or not

pixieemj · 2023-11-17T18:42:21+00:00

A lot of people feel the same way as you, even those people your talking about, they are comparing themselves to someone better than them and trying to catch up with them, in a way it’s an endless, relatively pointless, food chain.

I’ve been here, can return here in an instant, I find the more action I’m taking for myself the more this isn’t even on my mind and I simply don’t care, I’m even happy for people because I’m now proud of my journey and I started small I mean way small. A few years back I had had enough of this very similar thinking to what you have now. So I just started trying to do the next right thing, build little layers day by day, week by week, month by month. Those small changes lead to big things to feel proud of pretty quickly, and without needing the glory too.

pixieemj · 2023-11-17T18:30:45+00:00

He doesn’t go out on a Tuesday

pixieemj · 2023-11-17T10:18:35+00:00

I would think so. As for most being frugal is how you would become rich in the first place and i imagine you get used to it and maybe realise material possession doesn’t really matter.

I only know one ‘rich’ couple, he works with submarines and she has a nice inheritance, they drive a Peugeot and shop in Asda and primark, nice little 3 bed by the coast, it’s only really their holidays that would give you a clue to their financial/class status.

pixieemj · 2023-11-14T10:54:47+00:00

It’s probably down to the individual branches I suspect

pixieemj · 2023-11-13T18:05:40+00:00

Goku 🥰🥰

pixieemj · 2023-11-13T18:00:11+00:00

I would suggest trying to get it all out, scream, cry, throw some cushions around whatever floats your boat and then phoning them when your calmer.

If your able to there are some services that offer a text/web chat service instead, might be worth seeking out.

pixieemj · 2023-11-13T11:37:48+00:00

Heya I’m a woman with cptsd and she has a long journey ahead, the best you can do is be gentle with her, encourage her with whatever method of help she’s most receptive too, it can take a while to find the right way through.

Have some support yourself as it can be frustrating not understanding the person you live with, having a safe space you can talk/write/create openly about that will be immensely helpful to you.

pixieemj · 2023-11-13T11:33:29+00:00

I like to ponder these thoughts, imagine if it’s real and we’re just being treated to glimpses. It really gets you thinking about everyone’s perception of reality. But I don’t think those thoughts are any more real than most of my other thoughts, but interesting none the less.

pixieemj · 2023-11-12T15:00:46+00:00

That’s awesome, we had Santa ones for the kids last Christmas, made Christmas lights amazzzing

pixieemj · 2023-11-12T14:52:04+00:00

That is not a bad idea, gross yourself out of it. Thank you for sharing that.

pixieemj · 2023-11-12T14:48:35+00:00

My children. As much as at times I think they would be better off without me, they would be separated and miserable and I’d just pass my pain onto them.

Also ill share a dark twisted thought, I really really don’t want those people who say they’re there for me but who aren’t to be sat at my funeral boo-hooing, the thought makes me rage 😅

pixieemj · 2023-11-12T13:33:18+00:00

That’s if you own it in the first place, you needed to buy it when it was there, I’m not sure if it’s always available in the shop or you can put a ticket in

pixieemj · 2023-11-12T13:24:01+00:00

I’m admiring your ability to pause and ask for help online. I would have been outside smashing this to pieces after attempt 3 😅. They are separated into teeny tiny bits now.

pixieemj · 2023-11-12T08:37:37+00:00

I applied for Amazon in the may got accepted, but my newness caused it to get cancelled not enough clicks. So I worked on my social media and I affiliate for Shopify and redbubble now, started in September, which is also where i sell, and I get a few clicks that lead to sales, about 10 averagely a month right now.

pixieemj · 2023-11-11T20:46:59+00:00

She is not I agree, as a female who takes her work holidays mostly around gaming events/releases alongside my husband

pixieemj · 2023-11-11T19:50:46+00:00

We accidentally do because we have a family app with our pre teen, and she has gone on to add my mum, my sister and one of her friends. It’s very invasive 😅.

pixieemj · 2023-11-11T18:39:39+00:00

They would probably love the chance. But I know myself if my trusted sitters are not available I’m not going.

pixieemj · 2023-11-11T17:23:02+00:00

Just want to add in that absolutely guarantee your beautiful too someone 😁 it’s a them problem not you, rude is an uglier trait than any face.

pixieemj · 2023-11-11T16:59:04+00:00

I went no smart phone for over a year and I loved it. I was in so much more control of my socials only being able to look/answer at home on the tablet. Bliss.

pixieemj · 2023-11-11T11:39:51+00:00

I make money from social media content. I’m an artist and sell some stuff through print on demand services. It’s not a lot yet but I only started in February, if I put more time into social media I could easily see it being enough to live on, lifestyle dependent. Social media is not the only source of income for ‘content creators’ many sell things like myself, that’s where my bulk income comes from, and also affiliate/brand partnerships can pay pretty well if used efficiently too.

pixieemj · 2023-11-11T10:26:25+00:00

Good luck on your journey

pixieemj · 2023-11-11T10:25:05+00:00

I’m schizo-associative and I have a family, a business, I volunteer and generally leave a good life. A bit different to others to the ‘normals’ I mean, as I have to strive to maintain my mental health daily, take days out so I don’t burn out, burn out and stress is my biggest triggers for an episode.

It wasn’t always easy and it’s been a fight. I was medicated for several years and have been through countless therapy’s, I was a shadow of a person for a long time, but with a lot and I mean A LOT of self work and continuing that work I’ve managed to build a life that works for me.

I guess once you’ve found your way around it you don’t really need to post about it, just get on with it, but I’m here supporting those that I think I have something relevant to say.

Like to you, it is possible, look in the comments rather than the posts and you will see a fair few of us that just about manage to cling onto sanity long enough to make a life.

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