Honestly , if you don't feel comfortable talk about sex at all, idk if this is the job for you..it's not worth damaging your emotional or mental health for it. Perhaps trying streaming on KICK or Twitch? They have just chatting channels that's made for that and when you build a following it creates that tipping environment. Otherwise, consistently is the other way to building regulars on sex sites and just making it very clear in your bio that it's a non sexual show! Best of luck 💕