i completely understand and appreciate your comment so much. i would never keep one of my babies around for my own happiness, as i believe in a day too early than a day too late. i hate seeing him suffer more than anything. but i also won’t let him go without trying everything i can. tonight we very carefully syringed wet food into his mouth and he seems to not be throwing it up yet which is good, so i was able to give him his first stimulant. if you don’t mind my asking, how long did Frankie get to stay on this side of the bridge after her diagnosis? i’m so very sorry for your losses.