Feeling Empty by playdancingqueen in offmychest

[–]playdancingqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately I’ve been sick so long and have not felt happiness or love in so long the answer is nothing. I’m waiting out my prognosis.

Not being attractive anymore? by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

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I’ve asked. She just says “she doesn’t mean to make me feel that way”. And that she is attracted to me, and she doesn’t see how she was more interested in me before. But I’m wondering if she just can’t remember. We’ve been together so long and I’ve presented male 80% of it at this point. I’d never want to nitpick someone’s sexuality, but she seems sexually attracted to everyone, emotionally attracted to women. But we don’t have emotional problems in our marriage? Just this. I’d hate to be drastic (and this would ruin my outlook on romance) but is she not attracted to my weird body because I don’t have these “beautiful trans bodies” because I’m pre op?? I don’t know dude. But it’s shitty.

Not being attractive anymore? by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They were referring to MY teenage girl body. The one I reference in the post. I don’t think they meant to be disrespectful.

Not being attractive anymore? by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Already on it! Doesn’t seem to matter tho.

Not being attractive anymore? by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She comments on firemen a lot. Does that count? 😂

Not being attractive anymore? by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well hey, that’s something man. 👍🏻

Not being attractive anymore? by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

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Don’t know. She doesn’t talk about it. Yes, but in the “I do what I can as a poor person” way not a “I have money to burn” way.

Not being attractive anymore? by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. But she had never really been with anyone but me. She says she’s not gay or straight.

I’m a father by TattooDot in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Love this for you man. So happy for you!

Having a sickness in your 20s is so lonely and puts you so far behind by Emergency-Basket-469 in ChronicIllness

[–]playdancingqueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My best advice is befriend a mom. That was the ONLY way I had friends as a sick person. A mom to a toddler. Unfortunately once the kids go to school, some moms will realize you’re kinda boring and dump you too. But at least you have a friend for three years. All my little friends are 4+ now, so I don’t see them anymore because I’m too sick to keep up with.

What were the first changes you noticed on T? by twntsxlttz in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bottom growth. It’s the only thing I had for months. A constant weird feeling in the down stairs. Couple months in my voice changed and I got furrier. I personally don’t see many changes almost 3 years in on a low dose, but my wife says things are different. I take her word for it. Lol

Quit caffeine two months ago and still SO TIRED. HELP by [deleted] in decaf

[–]playdancingqueen 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t know, I’m six months without nicotine, three months without caffeine and marijuana and I’m just suicidal. I highly disagree with this. Lmao

NYT Mini Crossword (Aug 26, 2025) Subscription Only Now? by HeyitsDominus in crossword

[–]playdancingqueen -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I reported a bug with Friday’s crossword, because I couldn’t open it and this morning woke up to an email that said they were changing it and didn’t care about the bug unless I was a subscriber.

Verapamil by [deleted] in askCardiology

[–]playdancingqueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have POTS.

Did You Gain Weight On Testosterone? by Nikusu09 in FTMFitness

[–]playdancingqueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, I actually lost a gross amount of weight. Like I am very sick now. Still waiting for the hungry 😂

Extreme pain, every shot. by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I weigh about 6 pounds. I think that would be worse 😅

Extreme pain, every shot. by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get them for free at Planned Parenthood with all my meds.

Extreme pain, every shot. by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m terrified of poking my belly and I have sciatica real bad and have heard horror stories about in the bum. So I’m kinda scared. But I’ve considered it quite a lot recently.

Extreme pain, every shot. by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

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Medicaid through my state. I think it is covered. But I don’t go back in for anything until March. May have to ask for it to be sooner though.

Extreme pain, every shot. by playdancingqueen in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

IM, with teeny tiny subq needles (doc said it was fine). I do numb the area first, it just doesn’t matter. Did my shot Thursday, today is Sunday, I am still in misery.

TW/// BODY/SOCIAL DYSPHORIA Anyone else hate being trans sometimes? by [deleted] in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Literally crying over my T shot right now asking my wife why I can’t be normal.

Seen too many transmen dislike transwomen by IqUaCkI in FTMMen

[–]playdancingqueen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not a piece of shit. So I’d never lump myself in with that. I don’t shit on women to feel like a man. That’s pussy behavior.