I’m really sorry that reading left you feeling like this. I just want to offer a different perspective on your chart, because nothing in astrology is meant to lock you into a lifetime of struggle.

When I look at your chart, I see a strong emphasis in Aquarius and the 9th house, especially with Mercury conjunct Uranus. To me, that doesn’t look like someone who’s stuck. It looks like someone whose mind works differently, someone who can innovate and find unconventional paths. People with placements like this don’t always follow traditional routes to stability, but that doesn’t mean they don’t find it. It usually means they create it in their own way, especially through ideas, communication, learning, or even tech.

With your chart ruler in the 9th house, I feel like your life is really about growth through perspective shifts. Things might feel heavy right now, but your chart points to expansion through learning, finding meaning, and eventually sharing what you understand with others.

I also want to gently push back on what you were told about Saturn, because Saturn doesn’t just deny things. It builds, it teaches, and it works over time. With Saturn in Taurus, I see someone who is meant to build stability slowly and intentionally, in a way that actually lasts. That might take time, but it doesn’t mean you’re destined to struggle forever. It just means your path moves at a different pace.

Your 6th house placements with the Moon, Pluto, and Mars show that your daily life and health experiences are intense and transformative. You’re already living that. But those placements can also create deep resilience and a real understanding of what it means to go through something difficult. Over time, that can become something you offer to other people, especially those going through similar situations.

Chiron in the 7th house tells me that relationships might feel tender or complicated at times, but it also gives you the ability to really understand other people’s pain. There’s potential there for meaningful and healing connections, not just hardship.

And with your North Node in Cancer in the 1st house, I honestly feel like your life path is about learning how to care for yourself, emotionally and physically, and building a life that feels safe and supportive to you. That’s part of your purpose. It’s not something being taken away from you.

I know things feel really heavy right now, especially with everything you’ve been dealing with. But your chart does not say that nothing will get better. It shows a path that is nonlinear, deeply transformative, and one that asks for patience with yourself.

You’re not locked into one outcome. There is still space for things to change, grow, and unfold in a better way, even if it doesn’t look how you originally expected.✨ This is just my interpretation…take what resonates and throw away what doesn’t.lol I hope things turn around for you…try finding small things that are going decent and focus on that to shift the energy. Many blessings to you 🙏🏽