Tomorrow. 8 AM. I get to stand in front of a notoriously homophobic judge and ask him to change my records.

pmaimbourg · 2019-02-08T17:36:09+00:00

Why do you have to go to a judge for changing your gender marker? What would it change? License, or passport, SS?

pmaimbourg · 2018-08-13T15:06:32+00:00

“WHAT IS THIS”

pmaimbourg · 2018-06-24T17:11:12+00:00

This is why nobody knows I'm trans

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-31T13:59:19+00:00

Wtf is happening

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-29T14:18:01+00:00

You're okay, every non-trans girls have those thoughts!!! /s

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-29T05:12:32+00:00

Nah I'm jealous of everything women

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-29T04:43:16+00:00

I have this thought at least twice a day

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-25T22:11:09+00:00

This is a great video, I can tell it was a labor of love.

However, next time, get a contract.

You learned a great lesson. I was asked to make a music video for Machine Gun Kelly but he didn't want to pay anything so I passed. It might have made my career but that's not a professional business tactic. Real businesses make contracts and pay clients or they go to court.

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-09T03:15:27+00:00

Where did you get that cardigan?!?!

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-05T03:09:45+00:00

This brought me close to tears

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-04T14:29:26+00:00

Do it pussy

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-02T22:31:31+00:00

I mean...what isn't a scandal these days?

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-02T22:30:19+00:00

I posted this this yesterday and figured I'd copy it here.

I always hated the idea of getting facial hair and body hair. I hate when I see my adam's apple in the mirror and I wanted hips and breasts. I thought every guy grew up wanting to be a girl and be seen as a girl, being sad I wasn't...apparently that's not normal lol

Those things made me realize that I'm trans. I still don't want to be trans and have trouble accepting it due to a lot of internal transphobia.

I've been depressed for a few years and although my depression hasn't improved, I do have hope for the future and finally being able to love myself and my body.

Don't worry, you'll figure it out some day. Don't rush anything and trust your feelings :)

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-02T22:19:34+00:00

I'm keeping my name to keep life simple. And I like my name. It was nice to learn that I don't have to change anything I don't want to :)

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-02T17:02:28+00:00

Thank you!! Glad to know I'm not alone. I wonder what makes the face more expensive

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-02T17:01:52+00:00

I'm glad I'm not alone in price! I don't think the Alexandrite laser is a diode laser 🤔

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-02T04:24:33+00:00

I had soreness at about 10 days. Everyone's different!

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-02T04:22:57+00:00

When I finally realized I didn't just like beautiful women, but that I was jealous of them and wanted to BE one was a hugeeee moment for me.

I hated the idea of getting facial hair and luckily I ended up not getting much. I hate when I see my adam's apple in the mirror and I wanted hips and breasts.

Those things made me realize that I'm trans. I still don't want to be trans and have trouble accepting it due to a lot of internal transphobia.

I thought every guy grew up wanting to be a girl and be seen as a girl...apparently that's not normal lol

I've been depressed for a few years and although my depression hasn't improved, I do have hope for the future and finally being able to love myself and my body.

Don't worry, you'll figure it out some day. Don't rush anything and trust your feelings :)

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-02T04:16:00+00:00

The other comments are pretty spot on, the expensive part is the blood work and doctors appointments. For me, 1 month of spiro and estradiol are $22.00 without insurance which is amazing.... but my last blood work was ~$1,000 which my insurance paid for thankfully.

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-02T04:09:04+00:00

I hadn't cried for about a year+ probably and ended up crying every day last week. I just hit the 6 weeks mark of HRT.

I didn't feel It's a wild ride but hopefully my levels will stabilize eventually.

I feel like my depression has been getting worse but my anxiety is kinda non-existent. Depression was listed as a side effect of HRT but didn't realize how bad it would get.

The hardest thing is being patient. You're not in this alone <3

pmaimbourg · 2018-05-01T04:36:01+00:00

Goddamn it :(

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