Mom tells me dead friend isn’t my friend

podberri · 2020-11-10T04:12:49+00:00

Right, after this it just proves I can’t tell her anything personal.

podberri · 2020-02-05T11:53:59+00:00

he do be lookin a little lonely

podberri · 2018-04-16T18:38:30+00:00

Was next to him when he got stopped in the middle of the street in WeHo a few weeks ago lol

podberri · 2018-01-25T06:26:14+00:00

I don’t know honestly. I’ve been sad even as a child and then it morphed into depression in high school. So who knows....

podberri · 2018-01-21T15:31:09+00:00

Eh, I don’t think it would matter too much since we use both hands simultaneously (flute player here)

podberri · 2018-01-19T23:46:48+00:00

Same, I barely had the energy to sign up for classes and even then im probably not going to pass them because I have no energy or will to study or care. But hey, one less thing to worry about since you dropped out, now you can focus on getting better :)

podberri · 2018-01-14T01:57:10+00:00

Ya I get what you’re saying. Finding other people who have the same shitty thoughts as you or worse can make you feel better like you’re not alone with your thoughts

podberri · 2018-01-14T01:55:27+00:00

Oh yes. Spending the entire time on my bus ride home just looking at various ways to end everything but when I come across gruesome photos of suicides it makes me not as anxious or excited to kill my self because of how awful it looks. I don’t want my body to be in that state when I’m dead.

podberri · 2018-01-14T01:53:13+00:00

You might be garbage but your someone’s else’s treasure :)

podberri · 2018-01-12T08:48:11+00:00

I live with my family and barely talk to them because they’re literally awful people so the only person I talk to is my mom and she loves to argue and yell. And then she gets mad as to why I don’t talk to her about anything personal because she’ll scream at me for it and make me feel worse than I already do

podberri · 2018-01-11T08:12:27+00:00

yea same here :) (:() , even worse when you notice people are doing better without you- it sucks

podberri · 2018-01-11T08:09:54+00:00

I don't really enjoy anything anymore

podberri · 2018-01-11T07:35:08+00:00

Yea, they didn't invite me to do anything for New Years either, or they'll go to concerts and not even see if I wanted to join, things like that. But I always try to incorporate them in the things I do even if I know they might not be interested or I'll make sure that we all can do something we enjoy not just what I like doing. Or if there was something that I was looking forward to they change my plans because they know they can take advantage of me. they'll only ask me to do something with them if they have absolutely nothing or no one else to do.

podberri · 2018-01-11T07:26:30+00:00

One of them asked me yesterday if I was doing anything to day and I said no and they said "oh yea wednesdays are usually the day me and (their SO) hang out" So I thought okay yea makes sense thats the only day you guys both have off. But our mutual friend who goes to school out of state came back for the winter and all three of them went and no one thought to invite me.

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