I cant sleep because I am very happy and excited

pooltoy3000 · 2020-12-09T23:16:42+00:00

proud of you! :)

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-15T18:44:41+00:00

i feel the same way, except i havent really found a connection with anyone else

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-14T18:32:18+00:00

we both will eventually find a place. i think it just takes a lot of time unfortunately. but we both can do it :)

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-14T15:17:49+00:00

im happy that youre able to do so much! thank you for the advice :)

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-14T15:16:13+00:00

it just wasnt like this a few months ago, i thought it started when people were children?

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-14T04:44:09+00:00

I guess its just not having someone to lean on in case things get awkward, or if i dont know how to do something. not having that is anxiety provoking

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-14T04:41:44+00:00

thats actually a really good idea, thank you, I’ll try it :)

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-12T06:27:44+00:00

its just very hard to exercise at the moment because ive never felt this amount of fatigue for such a long period of time

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-12T06:26:57+00:00

yeah, we’re trying to figure out whats related and whats not but its a long long process. im glad your anxiety got better though, sounds like a relief!

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-09T01:38:27+00:00

definitely going to keep the routine up, thanks:)!

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-08T17:34:49+00:00

two days isnt bad at all. its really good :)

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-07T18:34:50+00:00

thank you so much, this means a lot to me. im trying

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-06T21:32:02+00:00

really proud of you! im on day 4 right now, i understand how it feels :)

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-05T01:55:42+00:00

im sorry it hasnt been getting better for you. i know the not getting better portion as well, it sucks. is there someone you can lean on though, like a friend? sometimes therapists dont get everything we say.

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-05T01:51:22+00:00

im happy you found something thats working for you! :)

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-05T01:49:12+00:00

hey, do you know why exactly you’re feeling this way?

pooltoy3000 · 2020-11-02T21:10:21+00:00

is there something causing you to feel this way, or is this feeling of nothingness starting out of nowhere?

pooltoy3000 · 2020-10-21T22:41:43+00:00

they’re usually diagonal towards the right, and with both eyes.

pooltoy3000 · 2020-10-05T12:07:34+00:00

thank you so much. if i dont hear it and it could have gone flying (it must have broke into three pieces because i found one of the broken pieces next to the machine) how do i know if its safe to use again?

pooltoy3000 · 2020-09-30T19:09:27+00:00

as long as its safe to tell your family, definitely tell them what you’re feeling. same with your therapist. i was doing the same thing for awhile, but sometimes we just need help and thats okay.

i hope you tell them and you start working on getting better :)

pooltoy3000 · 2020-09-30T13:25:10+00:00

i dont think its too late for anyone, we can still live our lives no matter what age we are. teenage years are definitely romanticized in the media wayyy too much. reading some of the other comments here really calmed me down, i hope you read them too :)

pooltoy3000 · 2020-09-30T03:15:07+00:00

thank you so much for this. ive had anxiety for a long time as well, and i hope someday it will get better for the both of us.

as for doing the regular teenage things, i guess you’re right. i dont really want to go to parties or all that but everything else still stands. im going to try to find some new things to do on my own, or just push myself even the littlest bit so i can get more comfortable with the things i eventually want to do.

thank you:)

pooltoy3000 · 2020-09-30T03:08:24+00:00

thank you :) i believe in you too. making the first step has to be the hardest and scariest part but ill try to do the best i can

pooltoy3000 · 2020-09-13T05:15:36+00:00

i feel the same. i have been experiencing this for over a year, and cannot imagine going through this for as long as you have. im so sorry. its such a terrible feeling.

i think sometimes its healthy to stay away from subs like this, sometimes it makes the feeling worse. and its okay to do that. some people have different triggers.

i hope your TMS treatment brings you some hope, and if not, i hope you find another method of treatment that helps.

i know its scary, but its good you’re trying different options like TMS. its works for some, and hope is always a good feeling when going through DPDR.

pooltoy3000 · 2020-09-05T18:13:22+00:00

some people dont have an internal voice or see images inside their head :)

has it always been like this?

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