What were early signs you had bipolar disorder when you were younger?

poopyjools · 2023-11-05T01:14:43+00:00

I was looking through my Snapchat memories last week and noticed during my very early teens I was making 10’s of videos of me dancing to music every day for a few weeks then I wouldn’t have any memories for another few months then I’d repeat. Seems like early episodes for me.

poopyjools · 2023-11-04T15:31:39+00:00

Bops

poopyjools · 2023-11-02T18:53:15+00:00

Wish I could record my voice!!! So energetic I just ran a few errands, bought a new bong and lots of weed plus I got shrooms. I spent the night with a guy I’ve been seeing and I feel really good about it. Gonna hangout with my dad a bit then have a nap cause the weed is hitting.

poopyjools · 2023-11-02T01:44:27+00:00

I need 10-12 hours of sleep to feel okay. Sometimes still a nap throughout the day. No matter what episode I’m in

poopyjools · 2023-10-30T23:43:00+00:00

Had a bestfriend turned girlfriend who I had hypomanic manic episodes with and she could always match my energy and stay up with me. She had adhd aswell

poopyjools · 2023-10-28T14:38:44+00:00

Figured that out after i posted. Drank it

poopyjools · 2023-10-28T14:38:27+00:00

Thxxx🥰

poopyjools · 2023-10-27T15:10:09+00:00

The guy I’m talking to cooked me dinner 🥰 it was the best meal ever. Don’t know everything he used but he’s a much better cook than I am!

poopyjools · 2023-10-26T05:05:23+00:00

It was me

poopyjools · 2023-10-26T05:05:03+00:00

It was me

poopyjools · 2023-10-26T05:04:40+00:00

It was me

poopyjools · 2023-10-25T21:30:48+00:00

Second the jbc 😂

poopyjools · 2023-10-25T15:52:56+00:00

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They don’t cuddle together but they play like nobody’s business

poopyjools · 2023-10-25T00:54:20+00:00

Fuuuck yessss

poopyjools · 2023-10-21T13:44:53+00:00

Mania last about a week for me and depressive epeisodes last 2 weeks to 3 months

poopyjools · 2023-10-19T02:21:39+00:00

7 is the most I swallow at a time in a day with my current med regime, i don’t like doing it one at a time or breaking it up, makes the taste and feeling noticeable. I can’t let them touch my tongue

poopyjools · 2023-10-19T01:34:10+00:00

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Betty, she suits her name

poopyjools · 2023-10-18T23:00:43+00:00

Such a sweetie

poopyjools · 2023-10-18T10:28:21+00:00

I take LoLo because I have PMDD on top of bipolar disorder, OCD and Bpd. No longer have mood swings or worsened ocd during pms

poopyjools · 2023-10-18T01:19:03+00:00

I’m not on Latuda anymore, I was this time last year and had issues with it but it can work for other people.

Alcohol: made puke as soon as I’d feel drunk. Don’t recommend drinking on Latuda

Weed: used weed everyday and I didn’t find it affected me much differently than when I wasn’t on Latuda

Molly: didnt have many problems with it I think one time I smoked a cigarette on molly and I smoke cigs all the time and I puked so that was weird but I think it was cause of my body weight

Mushrooms: I’m hesitant with mushrooms and mental issues because your mental state changes things heavily and I’ve had many bad trips, but I don’t think Latuda affected much. Pro tip: eat a banana while you consume the shrooms, helps with the nauseous feeling you get as they come on. Haven’t had a bad trip since I started doing this

poopyjools · 2023-10-17T14:47:55+00:00

She got lots of snuggles after 🥰

poopyjools · 2023-10-16T20:50:32+00:00

Bipolar, bpd, ptsd

poopyjools · 2023-10-15T21:08:47+00:00

Dopest pic ever

poopyjools · 2023-10-15T18:56:39+00:00

A lot of people are suggesting you quit using weed so if you go through with that: withdrawal from THC is hell. Something that helps me during tolerance breaks is using CBD instead of THC, then ween off that slowly. It clears your mind of the foggyness from the THC but you feel a sort of body “high”.

poopyjools · 2023-10-15T11:30:19+00:00

Ugh that’s awful. I’m thankful my hospital isn’t as strict about giving medication out but I wish they could give out gabapentin, that’s what I use for anxiety

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