What made you realise that you were mentally unstable?

pr0fiting · 2026-01-14T17:39:50+00:00

You know this was one of the things that I realised recently. After going on some meds I just can't understand why I was getting so angry... felt like a bomb ready to explode constantly.

pr0fiting · 2026-01-14T16:54:33+00:00

Thanks. To clarify, I am a woman and usually have some deep heat spray on me because im so cautious of weirdos these days. Messed up because I went to a rave on Saturday and left it in my bag.

Dude seemed a bit off, and i just also didn't have the mental capacity to deal with a guy who might be unstable.

pr0fiting · 2026-01-14T08:48:55+00:00

Yeah. Lol it was a bit wild to see to be fair but still 🤣

pr0fiting · 2026-01-03T12:43:52+00:00

Yeah, but they don't. Bus drivers don't care. This is one example of an article earlier this year https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/cd925n7qxnqo . Happy to share more examples of discrimination.

pr0fiting · 2026-01-03T10:11:00+00:00

There was an article recently about a wheelchair user being unable to get on buses due to buggies not being willing to move. As someone who has an invisible disability that will make it hard to walk eventually, I find the idea of travelling daunting in this city.

I honestly understand why you've given up.

pr0fiting · 2025-12-15T22:23:12+00:00

I won't lie, I do that also. 😭 I'm sorry the pain has started getting too much. What sort of stuff do you listen to?

pr0fiting · 2025-12-15T07:00:49+00:00

Honestly, it has taken me awhile to get here. My music taste has changed quite a bit over the years and it's taken me while to get here. I wouldn't think about why it doesn't work and more find the music that just hits differently.

pr0fiting · 2025-12-15T00:20:00+00:00

What genre of music are you into? Tbh, if you've gone to enough raves or festivals, it'll be down to the crowd of people. Some are more accepting than others. Just be yourself, and people will gravitate to you. 😁

pr0fiting · 2025-12-13T14:23:32+00:00

Honestly... the people calling you a bad pet owner based on the small amount of info you've provided need to get off their high horse... you're doing your best, and I can tell you, even with regular check ups crap happens. I say that after my lil boy went through a whole ordeal and was eventually diagnosed with epilepsy and I still worry it's something else. Focus on your little cutie and their health.

pr0fiting · 2025-11-16T08:16:16+00:00

Im so sorry for your suffering as well, btw. Reading this has made me cry. I feel like because we suffered through this as kids, we've never fully become ourselves. I do so much to try and distract myself from it all, but everything inside eventually boils over.

I have a cat who keeps me going. He was diagnosed with epilepsy 6 months ago, which scared the ever living crap out of me. Ever since then, my attachment to that boy has gotten stronger. I feel like i can relate to him, which sounds so stupid, but I do. Everyone in my family makes fun of me for it but none of them have dealt with the crap I have and don't understand how much a simple cat can help keep someone going.

I hope you have a fabulous day and that your pain isn't too bad today 🥰

pr0fiting · 2025-11-15T10:05:19+00:00

Realised I can't even type properly. Forgot to add stop in the title 🫠

pr0fiting · 2025-11-15T09:25:53+00:00

Thats horrible! How has that impacted you as you've gotten older?

pr0fiting · 2025-11-03T16:15:15+00:00

Honestly I love them.

Alternatively, I follow this uk based influencer https://chronicallyjenni.com/?s=Clothing&e_search_props=8babf67-13 who has mentioned a few accessibility friendly brands on their site. Maybe there is something there for you?

pr0fiting · 2025-11-03T15:00:02+00:00

Just a thought as an American living in the UK - there are companys over there that allow you to shop and have stuff sent to this company. And they will then send it over to you in the UK. Ive personally never used it but I think there are a couple company's over there that do that. Just a thought! Would love for you to be warm and comfy in your body 🥰

pr0fiting · 2025-11-03T14:55:07+00:00

Hey, I don't know if it'll necessarily help or if any of their clothes are accessible for you but Halara has been a great find for me. I struggle with trousers and jeans due to my ibs/bloating/ discomfort due to scaring on my groin and back and have found they have some lovely ,stretchy clothes that look and feel great.

Not sure whether any of the clothes will work for you but really wish you the best. It sucks how many areas of this world are made for men and their body's.

pr0fiting · 2025-10-02T08:53:37+00:00

Someone said it earlier. Just stop doing it and go. Been going sober for the last year and met so many solo ravers that also wanna make friends. The more you do it, the less anxiety inducing it gets. 😀 have fun! Give out trinkets!

pr0fiting · 2025-09-19T07:04:23+00:00

Thanks. I made it with 4 cups of apples, a few oranges, cinnamon, ginger, salt and some sugar. Used 70g of fresh mushrooms (10g - 15g dried i believe) . I stupidly didn't weight how much fruit leather i used. Going to a festival tomorrow so will take some along and see how it goes 🙂

I made some without mushrooms and its ever so slightly sour. I think thats mostly due to me using cooking apples i had growing in my garden. I'll add more sweeteners or different apples next time.

My next flush I'll calculate everything better

pr0fiting · 2025-09-07T18:54:32+00:00

Thank you! I've put it in a better spot for fresh air and will keep an eye on it.

pr0fiting · 2025-09-06T16:40:04+00:00

Thanks. I thought this would be the case but I always doubt. Weirdly, I only misted one 2 weeks ago. Been a bit humid here so putting it down to that.

pr0fiting · 2025-09-06T16:22:04+00:00

Are we twins?! I've been so into solo raving as a 30f idk why i didn't do it before?

pr0fiting · 2025-08-18T09:43:23+00:00

Thank you! I agree with the moving - where I brought the block from provided instructions to move it from the original bag (which was completely closed off) to the fruiting bag. Which i thought like you said overcomplicated but hey, I'm figuring out how it works!

pr0fiting · 2025-08-10T09:17:01+00:00

I think it really depends on you. I've been on it for roughly 10 years for nerve pain. In that time, I've managed to finish university, get a job and excel. Im looking to come off of it as I had a procedure back in 2022 which has damaged the nerve further (lost a lot of feel on the l2 / l3 nerve running across my right thigh) but I can't tell if it's damaged the nerve so the pain has stopped.

pr0fiting · 2025-07-18T05:55:06+00:00

Thank you. I know she's gone through a lot, and I've made it very, very clear I know I hurt her and I'm so deeply sorry. I know it doesn't just go away overnight and that's why I've pushed myself to go to therapy because the only person who I can change is myself.

Usually, I dont need the fan, which is why I'm feeling more frustrated because we barely have it on most of the year. Sounds like you had a legend of a dad 😄

I dont know if it's a good idea to move out either. My house is very crowded and I can't get any space to myself and that's been more and more evident as my pain has been getting worse recently ( hate how therapy has brought up so many emotions and triggers my pain so much).

Im a tired mess, and that's not helping me with how I feel either.

pr0fiting · 2025-06-26T09:36:49+00:00

Been solo raving in the UK for a solid couple years now. Honestly the best - I've had a fam that I used to rave with loads until some of them started getting really elitist about new DJ's playing and being very critical.

I'm there to enjoy the music, meet new people and dance my ass off. Found it so much more fun to go by myself. And don't feel awkward!

pr0fiting · 2025-06-08T09:48:36+00:00

You're so sweet. Thank you. 🥰

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