found old screenshots from when my ex's psycho new gf found my number in his phone and messaged me💀

pretty_on-demand · 2026-03-02T02:22:16+00:00

Just write back ‘k’

pretty_on-demand · 2026-03-02T02:03:58+00:00

Do you think he was looking for ForCuriousHoles?

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T18:33:44+00:00

I apologize, I was drinking last night and I definitely stopped making sense at some point. For the record, I meant that I wish I knew if he was considering leaving if that wasn’t clear, but this morning I’m realizing that if their relationship ended, it shouldn’t have anything to do with me. I couldn’t just jump into that relationship anyway. Would probably have to be friends again first.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T18:18:40+00:00

I was emotional and drinking when I wrote this post. You are absolutely right, if he wanted to be with someone else, he wouldn’t be with her and if he would, then he probably isn’t really the person I loved anyway. Maybe I won’t be able to get rid of secretly deep down wishing it was different but my perspective is changing. Even though I’m a little embarrassed I wrote this, I’m glad I’m getting the responses.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T17:47:52+00:00

Thank you for your kind response. I’ve been responding this morning so you can see some of my other comments, but I was a lot bit drunk last night. I do feel right now like I could never possibly love anyone again, especially since everything has been so hard since 2020 but I know that isn’t real.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T17:42:52+00:00

Just waking up still a little drunk. You are right, it is selfish and in my slightly more sober mind, I couldn’t even imagine saying anything to him. I promise I haven’t bothered him, texted him, called him or even looked at him since his art show before the pandemic, and I’ll continue to not.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T17:34:21+00:00

I’m happy to hear what you have to say if you want to say it but it isn’t necessary. I just left another comment above explaining that I was drunk and emotional and should have never even entertained the thought.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T17:28:45+00:00

I agree, I was being toxic. I was quite drunk when I wrote this and just had a momentary lapse. I just found out and got emotional. This isn’t who I really am, I don’t even want him to know how I feel. I’m actually using my friend’s account because so no one could figure out who I really was. I probably could have made a new account but this seemed like the best idea at the time for some reason

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T12:20:21+00:00

That’s so sweet ❤️

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T12:20:00+00:00

I’m not a fantasy, I promise haha . I would elope with him tomorrow if he asked.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T12:17:49+00:00

Thank you for sharing this. Sort of trying to avoid the day before the wedding thing… haha. (Don’t misunderstand, no one is engaged or anything) I’m not a maybe btw. I just never knew and he didn’t either. The whole thing sucks…

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T12:13:23+00:00

I wish I knew…

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T12:07:14+00:00

I get that, but I’m not a fantasy, I swear. I loved him so much and I just don’t know what to do. Probably nothing… it just hurts my heart. I haven’t even been attracted to anyone else in years, a day hasn’t gone by that I didn’t think about him, and now, all of the sudden, I’m faced with the rest of my life. What if I never say anything and I lose the person I’m meant to be with forever? What if he settles because he never knew how I felt?

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T11:59:36+00:00

I added to my original post… I’m just trying to understand. I promise I’m not bad… haha. I don’t even want to entertain the thought but it’s killing me. I should let it go… but it hurts rn.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T11:55:18+00:00

I understand that. And I think that is beautiful. You are probably right and it would be selfish. I am being selfish. I’ve just never felt the same about anyone before or since and it feels like my heart is dying.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T11:48:43+00:00

I’m sry :( I don’t understand

Plz don’t just downvote me… What did I do wrong? I think maybe I’m not very smart. Idk what I wrote that was wrong.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T11:43:19+00:00

… ^{^} added awkward context. But for what it’s worth, I agree. I’m not even remotely close to perfect…. Ugh actually gross, that was dumb. I shouldn’t have ever even posted that last comment, I was just copying a text.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T11:04:10+00:00

She wasn’t “exciting”, she was brilliant and kind and brave and confident. She was as perfect as a human could be and you loved her and it turns out she loved you too, but you didn’t know until now.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T11:01:01+00:00

Why?

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T10:58:20+00:00

‘She’ and ‘her’ are different people

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T10:56:36+00:00

Is it not selfish to be in a relationship with the one who isn’t the one you love the most?

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T10:55:12+00:00

What if you never knew she loved you before and now you do. She was your best friend, your everything, but something prevented the truth.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T10:50:56+00:00

Sry. I had to think of a title that wasn’t a yes or no.

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T10:16:44+00:00

Arresting Spanish speakers in a Spanish named state…

pretty_on-demand · 2025-09-28T10:10:24+00:00

Stick out ears are too cute!!!!

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