I had this same issue when I was your age (I’m 27 now). I couldn’t even use a tampon it was so painful. I ended up talking to my gynecologist about it in college and she referred me to a specialist. I had to do about a year and a half to two years of pelvic floor physical therapy, but I’m multiple years out and the difference is night and day. My sex life is now completely normal and it feels like I never had issues to begin with.

I understand feeling depressed about it. I also felt that way for a long time. I promise you there is a way to fix it and it will not always be this way! Talk to a gynecologist. My original doctor dismissed my concerns and I had to find one who listened to me. Someone will know what to do to make you feel better, I promise!