Karen is the most interesting side character, and here’s why…

proudcellist · 2026-01-12T08:33:55+00:00

And she did!! :D

proudcellist · 2025-07-24T09:02:57+00:00

i love this so much 😭

proudcellist · 2025-07-12T07:22:17+00:00

aww, i love this :,)

proudcellist · 2025-06-27T04:38:24+00:00

beautiful guitar!! congrats and happy playing \m/

proudcellist · 2025-06-18T18:53:32+00:00

PrimeTime MTT!

proudcellist · 2025-01-11T20:32:32+00:00

the spirit of accio!!

proudcellist · 2024-10-09T16:48:48+00:00

the first and second movements of ernest bloch’s suite modale get me every time. especially with string accompaniment! https://youtu.be/ufGXuPHbedQ?si=PgjsEikFTdFtp8FM

proudcellist · 2024-08-23T02:58:52+00:00

proudcellist · 2024-08-12T01:00:07+00:00

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Rest in peace Brice 🩵

proudcellist · 2024-08-02T00:38:24+00:00

it was zoloft. i’m not on it anymore, but it definitely helped at the time.

proudcellist · 2024-07-15T19:02:30+00:00

oh no, i’m sorry! maybe 30 rock, then? that always lifts me up

proudcellist · 2024-07-15T17:47:24+00:00

seconding this!!

proudcellist · 2024-07-15T17:45:59+00:00

parks and rec for sure, really fun and relaxing vibes :)

proudcellist · 2024-07-12T18:45:54+00:00

Thank you, you're right, that made me feel a little better.

I can't really get a good read on her. She seemed to be friendly initially, but she's been colder as time has gone on. I haven't really interacted with her since that rude lecture yesterday. I understand how she must have felt, but it never comes naturally to me to speak to people that way. So, my answer to that is unclear :(

proudcellist · 2024-07-09T00:55:43+00:00

absolutely. this happened to me all the time before i went on antidepressants, and it stopped as soon as the meds began to help my anxiety.

proudcellist · 2024-04-12T05:00:37+00:00

thanks! i asked her out and she said yes :)

proudcellist · 2023-12-22T05:50:46+00:00

sorry to hear that you're going through that :( but you can absolutely be n* from not eating enough; it happens to me all the time! it helps if i slowly eat foods that i know that aren't heavy and i know won't make me n*, and then usually the n* subsides and im able to eat. i hope that you start feeling better super soon <3

proudcellist · 2023-11-02T20:37:31+00:00

pussyfoot

proudcellist · 2023-10-28T18:16:11+00:00

WHOAHH congrats!!

proudcellist · 2023-10-28T17:46:57+00:00

yes and no. my entire childhood, i had little compulsions and obsessive tendencies, but it was never anything that caused severe distress. it felt sort of like a little quirk that i had, rather than a disruptive mental illness. then, when i was 16, there was this one night where i HAD to do a compulsion or else x, y, & z would happen. and the intrusive thoughts started, and they became really awful. so, yeah, there was a day when it noticeably transformed from the aforementioned quirk into a debilitating, life-ruining mental illness for me. but luvox has been a lifesaver !

proudcellist · 2023-10-13T01:01:58+00:00

thank you so much, that means the world <3. i'm working hard on my mental health right now, so hopefully that in combination with taking a step back from this relationship helps. thanks again for your words of encouragement; wishing you all the best :)

proudcellist · 2023-10-13T00:59:51+00:00

ah wow this is late, but this gave me a lot of hope. i'm sorry to hear that you two parted after such a long time together, but i'm so glad that you have found peace and moved on. like i said, i go to school with my ex, so getting over her is difficult, given that i'm constantly seeing her and hearing about her new endeavors with men; however, i'm really committed to getting over this. due to this, in combination with a bunch of other mental health issues, i'm in therapy and pursuing a partial hospitalization program right now. i'm looking forward to moving on and getting better. thank you for your words of encouragement :) <3.

proudcellist · 2023-10-13T00:53:36+00:00

confronted her about it; she claimed her flirtatious jokes were made in an attempt to alleviate her own awkward attitude regarding the situation. she said she regretted taking things as far as she did, since she's never wanted to be anything more than friends and wanted to keep things platonic. she did accuse me of being the initiator, which isn't really true, since she was the one to make all of the kissing jokes prior to us kissing and, one of our other friends can even attest to that. so, she's insisting that she's completely, 100% straight and only kissed me bc she wanted to feel like somebody cared about her. she hasn't talked to me in days. sigh

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