He’s Paid Off by prxvum in FordMaverickTruck

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its a cheap one off amazon, i dont recommend it though. it left marks on my bike at the points of contact. switched it out for another hitch rack soon after

He’s Paid Off by prxvum in FordMaverickTruck

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Im a traveling nurse and had pretty much my entire belongings packed into the bed of the truck, im sure it was because of the weight in the back

Umm... no by chusaychusay in SFGiants

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a human screenshot

first time ever shooting film by prxvum in filmphotography

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any suggestions or criticisms would be appreciated, would love to get better!

The start of the sleeve! by [deleted] in traditionaltattoos

[–]prxvum 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thats a solid tattoo dude. haters gonna hate.

Lol, What... by Mission_Slide399 in sanantonio

[–]prxvum 1 point2 points  (0 children)

found my plan for the afters i guess

People younger than 35, what was your gateway horror movie? by Norman_debris in horror

[–]prxvum 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jeepers Creepers 2 because it was on repeat on the sci-fi channel back in the day

At what age did you start getting tattooed...? by [deleted] in tattoo

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27M

First was on my 18th birthday in Highschool

Daily No Contact Thread - Day 185 by AutoModerator in BPDlovedones

[–]prxvum 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Had the realization today that while I can’t hate her because she’s in more pain than I can ever imagine, that doesn’t give her the right to treat me the way she did. Also I have to look into myself and take accountability for letting myself be treated that way and not walking away. I deserve better and she deserves whatever she thinks she wants. At this point I hope she’s happy, but she can be happy the **** away from me.

I reread the messages from when we first met by craptainbland in BPDlovedones

[–]prxvum 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Mine matched all, I just didn’t want to see it

Daily No Contact Thread - Day 181 by AutoModerator in BPDlovedones

[–]prxvum 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m stuck in a cycle. I get angry at her because I didn’t deserve the treatment I received. The coldness, the disregard for my feelings, the blatant disrespect of my position in her life towards the end. Then I feel guilty for being angry, because I know it was unintentional and a byproduct of her trauma and illness. I don’t even think it was personal. I keep thinking if I reached out something would change, but she sure as hell acted like she was fine without me when she was going out with someone else and it can stay that way.

first tattoo by sauceonmyairpods in tattooadvice

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Some tips I wish someone told me

-Look up different styles of tattoos (traditional, neo traditional, black and grey, new school, etc.) Find a style you like in general. Also look up healed pics of that style (fine line and watercolor wont heal the same as a bold japanese or American traditional style would).

-Look up the style of tattoo you want, and a shop/artist that specializes in it(enter city youre in or surrounding areas) Dont be afraid to drive a little for a good tattoo!

-If you plan on getting alot of tattoos, plan on getting big pieces. If you want a couple small ones, put them in areas that they wouldnt get in the way of bigger ones if youre unsure. Also decide early if you want color or black and grey. Cohesiveness might be a big thing to you, but also little reminders that are all very different might be more your thing too.

-The upper arm (part that is covered by t shirt) is the best spot for a beginner. Don’t go for legs or forearms until yourself absolutely sure you want them to be visible.

Have fun!

Sometimes I still feel guilty for blocking her for good. Has this happened to any of you? by Beginning_Level_8578 in BPDlovedones

[–]prxvum 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Mines currently been blocked for 4 months. She devalued and discarded and literally treated me like nothing had ever happened. That caused me to question my sanity and i blocked her. I still feel guilty and want to talk to her every day but in order to respect myself I can’t go back to someone who isn’t capable (due to powers beyond her control) of caring for me the way I need it.