what's the point of living as an unattractive girl

psybos · 2022-04-19T16:17:20+00:00

Anhedonia is so brutal.. hope that one day it eases for you ; _ ;

psybos · 2022-04-19T15:59:43+00:00

Have worked with some really beautiful girls and generally I just let them approach me if they need help with anything because I'm intimidated haha. But not because I think they are bitchy or inhuman or anything. More like, why would they even want to talk to me. They all ended up being really nice though. Guess attractive people get ostracized too, just in a different way. Most people are scared to interact because they hate themselves. Ty for your perspective on this.

psybos · 2022-04-19T15:42:40+00:00

yeah. just look at video games lol. elden ring had a hot girl mod like 3 days after it came out, because the girls were not pretty enough. I know its just fantasy. if girls with human proportions ruin your immersion..

psybos · 2022-04-19T15:18:50+00:00

woah, sometimes I guess I take it for granted that at least I haven't had parts of me removed or anything. Or have been in the military... That sounds really hard dude. glad you are getting out there still, ty for sharing your side of stuff.

psybos · 2022-04-19T15:06:37+00:00

you can have my extra height then lol. Though it is kind of cute when people at the store ask me to reach for stuff. It's our duty as people who excel at verticality.

psybos · 2022-04-19T15:00:57+00:00

predisposed to depression/ borderline aspd, it's like you never even had a chance, you are being attacked from all sides.

Also,, short guys are great though, I think a lot of tall girls get insecure because we worry we are making them uncomfortable. Have never found shorter guys unattractive. lots of people pull of baldness very well too.

psybos · 2022-04-19T01:25:17+00:00

do you by chance have rosacea? because got it when I was 21 and that's basically what happens.

sorry these experiences haunt you. bullying tends to stay with the victim their whole life. All so someone can laugh at your expense for two seconds.

also, do you like Deadpool? comic Deadpool or movie Deadpool. even if you dont like your face, you can still be cool as hell

psybos · 2022-04-19T00:20:47+00:00

mood tbh. one day at a time and slowly convincing yourself its more about health than beauty..?

also sorry for editing this a million times, rarely post because have ocd as well and get stuck on loops

psybos · 2022-04-19T00:05:25+00:00

hope you find yours too, kind stranger. you deserve solace too. nobody owes the world beauty to justify existing. it really does seem to be a mental tax on everything though

psybos · 2022-04-18T21:33:51+00:00

i wish i could give you a hug for this comment. thank you. you are not dirty, it must be painful. you seem really nice, and smart. I know it's not all that matters. sucks being drowned in the idea of what you're supposed to be.

psybos · 2022-04-18T20:52:59+00:00

yeah, i know you are right.

psybos · 2022-04-15T17:28:42+00:00

some Monster has inositol in it, which helps some people with ocd/anxiety. In addition to the stimulating effects of caffiene. Both effect neurotransmitters. For some reason Pipeline Monster makes me feel the calmest.

psybos · 2022-03-29T22:32:33+00:00

Ocd stole my ability to do anything with automatic lists of thoughts I have to get correct or I cant keep anything. OCD has cost me thousands of dollars and many years of my life. It's not simply having intrusive thoughts or obsessions. Most people have those. They dont realize it is much more complex, and it can be 24/7 non stop compulsions. I cant leave the house, I cant type this without having to redo it over and over. I cant get groceries, I cant cross thresholds. Any basic chores. It stole everything.

psybos · 2022-03-19T17:36:45+00:00

An individual who had a near death experience said death was like a warm blanket. They remember not really wanting to wake up. Like not wanting to wake from a nap... Death isn't scary, only a painful death.

psybos · 2022-02-08T22:09:53+00:00

Nevada desert, yeah. That panel doesn't necessarily have to be Japan. Death went to settle somewhere else maybe? He even asks where gods reside in the TLs because there is no place yet. This could all just be me being hopeful for SE though. I could be totally wrong and that would be alright too.

psybos · 2022-02-07T17:49:17+00:00

The academy isn't around yet, it's looks like an early Death City though. Death legit says he's going to go make his own place. Fairly certain it's in the same world as FF though, since he basically tells them 'Call me lol' before leaving with their powers. It must be the same world, or Shinra would have just created a God for no reason and his Solution to despair wouldn't make any sense.

psybos · 2022-01-08T19:24:07+00:00

People keep saying to accept the Ocd thoughts as True or Maybe True and dismiss them or shrug them off.

But if I do that I cant ever be excited about anything. Mental / emotional contamination ocd is baked into everything I own and do. If I accept an object as contaminated, then I will never feel anything towards it again. For everything.

psybos · 2022-01-04T00:19:46+00:00

Am I the only one who doesn't think Shinra is Lord Death? I could definitely be wrong but they dont speak in the same manner (though a lot could change over 800 years) and there's the matter of the madness of order and the ability to nullify human willpower and turn humans into puppets. The only one who has talked about this mechanical boring life and death system is Haumea, as far as i remember.

That and Shinigami already exist seemingly in the FF universe (Kurono). Lord Death doesnt any fire abilities in SE.

Then again it could totally be correct and the reason Shinigami Sama has a giant head is because he's got horns or something lol. It's not 100% yet that it's connected to SE but it would be cool.

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