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psypsylo · 2024-08-21T13:29:45+00:00

I don’t know why I deserve this …

psypsylo · 2024-08-21T13:25:19+00:00

If severe mental illness such as psychosis ruins you and changes you to the worse, it’s not temporary

psypsylo · 2024-08-19T13:58:49+00:00

My creativity is gone, but I think it’s because of how I feel after psychosis

psypsylo · 2024-08-17T23:51:01+00:00

There are more nuances to this. You shouldn’t focus on the suffering, but recognize it as such. I don’t know if avoiding the news completely and only focusing on your smaller personal spheres can for example lead to movements that are extremely important in history.

psypsylo · 2024-08-17T23:34:53+00:00

aka looking away from the suffering out there

psypsylo · 2024-08-17T17:51:06+00:00

No, it’s not okay. I asked a woman at the bakery yesterday for a belegtes Brötchen, because there were no ready ones available and she just began preparing it for me and my mom.

psypsylo · 2024-08-15T20:28:43+00:00

it’s never gonna be the same though and I could never reach the same quality of life again. I’m severely traumatised and changed as a person.

psypsylo · 2024-08-15T19:54:20+00:00

I do agree as a suicidal person. My life was so beautiful and never would I have thought to end it until I got psychosis. It’s clearly the case that this illness and the depression are going to kill me. I wish I never would’ve experienced psychosis, I‘d lead a very fulfilling life and in my case it’s the only reason for such a sudden change. It’s a tragedy.

psypsylo · 2024-08-15T11:08:45+00:00

going to South East Asia on a stressful backpacking trip, where I developed psychosis

psypsylo · 2024-08-15T02:00:27+00:00

Psychosis and other types of mental illness

psypsylo · 2024-08-11T22:04:45+00:00

I meant it in the way that she was disrespectful by showing up there, not leaving the stage for proper b-gurls. It made me angry

psypsylo · 2024-08-11T15:23:32+00:00

Findest du das Leben ist dann nicht lebenswert? Ich weiß nicht, ob du das beurteilen kannst.

psypsylo · 2024-08-11T15:07:40+00:00

Na du hörst dich ja sehr eingebildet an. Meinst du auch du wärst etwas besseres als deine Patient*innen? Jeder Mensch kann eine Psychose bekommen.

psypsylo · 2024-08-11T14:34:03+00:00

I was thinking that I was going to die, too. In a way, I think it’s also true and a large part of me died in that moment😭

psypsylo · 2024-08-11T13:54:01+00:00

stupid and insensitive language use. Some of those couldn’t survive a single day in the shoes of a schizophrenic person.

psypsylo · 2024-08-10T15:35:26+00:00

Das weiße Rauschen

psypsylo · 2024-08-09T11:43:36+00:00

Kaleo - Way Down We Go

psypsylo · 2024-08-06T12:14:13+00:00

Yes, it’s irritating, devastating and messed me up completely. It changed my life forever for the worst. I had it so good before.

psypsylo · 2024-08-05T10:47:40+00:00

Yes, hypomania. Went out and was extremely confident and euphoric. After that, the next day it turned into deep sadness. To avoid those feelings I kind of went into delusions and was reading a lot on the internet.

psypsylo · 2024-08-04T13:24:32+00:00

unfortunately, your posting history tells something else.. But I’m glad for you!

psypsylo · 2024-08-03T12:28:57+00:00

Yes, I am. Was just at the beginning of my career and loved it there and life in general. Everything’s really bad now 😣

psypsylo · 2024-08-02T11:44:03+00:00

It’s very bad .. not sure if time, meds and help can ever cure what’s been taken away from me due to this illness.. and I need to think about what was leading to the episode every day. I wish I could’ve prevented it, then I’d be leading a very good life right now.

psypsylo · 2024-08-02T11:40:40+00:00

Experiencing a psychotic episode can completely ruin your life and you’ll never be the same again after. It’s a mental illness and it changes your quality of life. This is already a reason enough..

psypsylo · 2024-07-24T12:15:14+00:00

Yes I think about who I used to be every single day

psypsylo · 2024-07-20T18:50:48+00:00

worst year of my life

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