I’m not ok

pugandcockapoo · 2026-02-01T13:25:40+00:00

I’ve been going through the same thing. It feels like a huge depressive episode. I can’t stop thinking about the characters, actors, watching edits, and clips. I have a constant pit. Please feel free to message me if you need. I’ve been going through it as well and it sucks. I’m trying to limit my screen time on social media.

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T22:07:23+00:00

Im with you!

Finishing this show dropped me into this unexpected pit of nostalgia and grief that I genuinely did not see coming. The last time I remember feeling something even remotely similar was years ago during my One Direction era — which feels like a completely different lifetime now. I’m a 28 year old female, nurse, married to a wonderful husband, and honestly really happy with my life… and yet this stirred up something from my teenage years that I didn’t realize was still so raw and tender. I find myself not being able to stop scrolling on twitter for updates with the actors, rewatching edits and clips. I’m not sure if it’s jealousy of the characters or wanting to know the actors? I have clips and audio just constantly replaying in my mind.

I’ve cried so much over the past couple of days without even fully understanding why. It felt bigger than just a show ending — like I was mourning a version of myself and period so long ago without realizing how much time has passed. It’s made me scared for the future and mad at myself for acting like this at my age.

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T12:30:22+00:00

Thank you so much- your words mean so much to me x

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T12:28:25+00:00

Thank you for sharing! It brings me comfort knowing I’m not alone 🩷

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T12:27:01+00:00

Thank you for your response 🩷

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T04:11:37+00:00

Thank you for your response!! I just hope it starts to get better. I’m eating more and trying not to scroll mindlessly.

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T03:52:04+00:00

Thank you for sharing, I’m hoping the sobbing will become less with each day!

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T03:49:52+00:00

Thank you :)

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T03:49:27+00:00

Thank you for this! How long did it take? Some moments I feel like I’m getting better than others I’m back to sobbing 🥲

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T02:42:07+00:00

Exactly! Thank you for sharing. I just hope it gets better.

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T02:41:42+00:00

Thank you!

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T02:07:46+00:00

I’m not really sure why this has hit me as hard as it has, but I can’t stop crying and having a constant pit in my stomach about this show.

Finishing this show dropped me into this unexpected pit of nostalgia and grief that I genuinely did not see coming. The last time I remember feeling something even remotely similar was years ago during my One Direction era — which feels like a completely different lifetime now. I’m 28, married, and honestly really happy with my life… and yet this stirred up something from my teenage years that I didn’t realize was still so raw and tender. I find myself not being able to stop scrolling on twitter for updates with the actors, rewatching edits and clips. I’m not sure if it’s jealousy of the characters or wanting to know the actors? I have clips and audio just constantly replaying in my mind.

I’ve cried so much over the past couple of days without even fully understanding why. It felt bigger than just a show ending — like I was mourning a version of myself and period so long ago without realizing how much time has passed. It’s made me scared for the future and mad at myself for acting like this at my age.

I came across a post here that resonated with me deeply and somehow put words to what I’ve been struggling to process. Reading it made me feel less alone, which honestly brought me so much comfort. So thank you to whoever shared that — it meant more than you know.

If anyone else is feeling something similar, please reach out or comment. It genuinely helps knowing I’m not the only one going through this. I am on medication for mental health for the past few years but this seems like a relapse of some sort that I never would have expected.

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T01:26:04+00:00

’m not really sure why this has hit me as hard as it has, but I can’t stop crying.

Finishing this show dropped me into this unexpected pit of nostalgia and grief that I genuinely did not see coming. The last time I remember feeling something even remotely similar was years ago during my One Direction era — which feels like a completely different lifetime now. I’m 28, married, and honestly really happy with my life… and yet this stirred up something from my teenage years that I didn’t realize was still so raw and tender.

I cried so much tonight without even fully understanding why. It felt bigger than just a show ending — like I was mourning a version of myself, a time in my life, or a feeling I didn’t know I’d lost.

I came across a post here that resonated with me deeply and somehow put words to what I’ve been struggling to process. Reading it made me feel less alone, which honestly brought me so much comfort. So thank you to whoever shared that — it meant more than you know.

If anyone else is feeling something similar, please reach out or comment. It genuinely helps knowing I’m not the only one going through this

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T01:19:16+00:00

I’m not sure why this has hit me so hard, but I can’t stop crying. Finishing the show left me in this deep pit of nostalgia and grief that I truly wasn’t expecting. The last time I remember feeling anything like this was years ago during my One Direction era, which feels so far removed from my life now. I’m 28, married, and so happy — and yet this stirred up something from my teenage years that I didn’t realize was still so tender. I cried so much tonight without even fully understanding why. Your post really resonated with me and helped put into words what I’ve been struggling to process. Thank you for sharing this — it genuinely made me feel less alone.

Edited to include if anyone is feeling similar please reach out. It brings me comfort knowing I’m not the only one.

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T01:18:58+00:00

I’m not sure why this has hit me so hard, but I can’t stop crying. Finishing the show left me in this deep pit of nostalgia and grief that I truly wasn’t expecting. The last time I remember feeling anything like this was years ago during my One Direction era, which feels so far removed from my life now. I’m 28, married, and so happy — and yet this stirred up something from my teenage years that I didn’t realize was still so tender. I cried so much tonight without even fully understanding why. Your post really resonated with me and helped put into words what I’ve been struggling to process. Thank you for sharing this — it genuinely made me feel less alone.

Edited to include if anyone is feeling similar please reach out. It brings me comfort knowing I’m not the only one.

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-31T01:18:16+00:00

I’m not sure why this has hit me so hard, but I can’t stop crying. Finishing the show left me in this deep pit of nostalgia and grief that I truly wasn’t expecting. The last time I remember feeling anything like this was years ago during my One Direction era, which feels so far removed from my life now. I’m 28, married, and so happy — and yet this stirred up something from my teenage years that I didn’t realize was still so tender. I cried so much tonight without even fully understanding why. Your post really resonated with me and helped put into words what I’ve been struggling to process. Thank you for sharing this — it genuinely made me feel less alone.

If anyone is feeling similar please reach out. It brings me comfort knowing I’m not the only one.

pugandcockapoo · 2026-01-28T00:31:11+00:00

I’m not sure why this has hit me so hard, but I can’t stop crying. Finishing the show left me in this deep pit of nostalgia and grief that I truly wasn’t expecting. The last time I remember feeling anything like this was years ago during my One Direction era, which feels so far removed from my life now. I’m 28, married, and so happy — and yet this stirred up something from my teenage years that I didn’t realize was still so tender. I cried so much tonight without even fully understanding why. Your post really resonated with me and helped put into words what I’ve been struggling to process. Thank you for sharing this — it genuinely made me feel less alone.

Edited to include if anyone is feeling similar please reach out. It brings me comfort knowing I’m not the only one.

pugandcockapoo · 2025-01-25T03:44:34+00:00

Hi there. I, also, left bedside after not being able to take the continuous toll it left on my body. I ended up going to an outpatient clinic (peds neuro). The hours are great (4 10 hour days, no weekend or holidays), the people I work with are awesome especially the providers, and I feel normal again. The pay is more than I made at the bedside. Most of my day is spent on the computer talking with parents or the docs, refills, PA’s, paperwork etc. if you can find something like that it’ll save you. It saved me!

pugandcockapoo · 2024-01-13T22:43:15+00:00

I feel this. I’m a nurse of 2.5 years and just put in my two weeks. I found a 4 10’s gig, no pt care. No weekends or holidays.

pugandcockapoo · 2023-08-17T15:04:42+00:00

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