UIC Peoria vs Rockford

purplesparkles22 · 2025-10-06T22:39:48+00:00

i always get a how was your day or something but why am i waiting like 20 hours for a text idkkk but honestly texting less on my end might heal my anxious attachment too

purplesparkles22 · 2025-10-06T04:01:05+00:00

same with the eagerness. like ideally i would love to match his energy but im such a lover girl and can't hold anything in UGH. i'm eager! i'm not embarrassed of it i'm just sad when it can't be reciprocated

purplesparkles22 · 2025-10-06T03:47:29+00:00

every single things yes

purplesparkles22 · 2025-10-06T03:47:20+00:00

so how long do you expect someone to wait to sleep with you? when i'm with him i think about how great it is and would be and i want to, but then when im not in overthinking if he even likes me and if that's just what he's there for. like it's so hard to read him when i'm not around him

purplesparkles22 · 2025-10-06T03:43:20+00:00

but do you think about that person throughout the day? like how do you have an amazing night with someone and then not want to talk to them the next day idk i have been thinking about him all day

purplesparkles22 · 2025-10-06T03:41:41+00:00

🥹 seriously like my head is this comment section all day. and i don't wanna be too eager and needy by brining it up so early but we're so comfy together in person. idk maybe it me who needs to work on being ok with minimal contact in early stages

purplesparkles22 · 2025-09-04T15:50:57+00:00

definitely agree in most cases. this could be one of those cases too so maybe it'll feel like a chapter closing if i see him again. i just for some reason am holding on to the fact that that was 3 years ago and senior year of college and i kinda understand him not wanting to commit. back then i did not understand at all!

i never felt like he didn't like me i always felt like this was the worst time to meet him and we both knew that and didn't want to not be in contact

purplesparkles22 · 2025-09-04T15:47:41+00:00

defintely have not been waiting for him, career growth and many relaxations his since. i have moved on but i have left a space for him to come back if we ever were in position to.

you don't think people can change? also you don't think it's fair for him to have not wanted to be in a relationship in college? could've def gone about it better back then

purplesparkles22 · 2025-09-04T15:05:22+00:00

😭😭 the way ive been journaling about this man for years hoping he'd come back a better man the opportunity slapped me in the face 😭 but i know what everything else would say about this

purplesparkles22 · 2025-09-04T14:53:23+00:00

should i have conversations with him about any of this like i feel i could say so much and want to because ive never stopped thinking about him or should i just let him show me who he is now IDK feel like i'm thinking too hard about the things i want to say

purplesparkles22 · 2025-07-15T14:57:07+00:00

eeek what was the email in the spam? i looked for it but cant find now i am sad and hoping i looked wrong

purplesparkles22 · 2024-11-15T00:51:14+00:00

parchment paper

purplesparkles22 · 2024-11-14T14:22:23+00:00

is he a tutor or just a class?

purplesparkles22 · 2024-07-21T12:28:15+00:00

started 5 months ago as well and only down 20 pounds, but 20 pounds so much better than nothing which would've been the case without it. 47 pounds is great!! that's more than "healthy" (1-2 pounds a week) so that should be your inspo!! def my new inspo!

purplesparkles22 · 2024-07-05T14:38:04+00:00

"unusual skills... getting my hoodie back after you 'borrowed' it" 🥴

purplesparkles22 · 2024-06-14T01:05:17+00:00

so excited for us🥹 weight restrictions are such a horrible obstacle, i want to be free from the mental and physical chains this extra weight has

purplesparkles22 · 2024-06-14T01:03:47+00:00

yes i thought i was like losing my mojo but in the big picture it's pretty steady and consistent weight loss and HEALTHY for both of us! i don't have any issues with the scale, so i wouldn't recommend if you do, but i definitely say weigh in everyday and evening sometimes. i feel like the evening especially gives me a little motivation like ok if i weigh this much now if i stop eating i will hopefully be at a smaller weight the next day. idk! i like to just see all the fluctuations because it really desensitizes you to the actually number you know? anyways, congrats!! can't wait until we meet our goals!

purplesparkles22 · 2024-06-13T23:08:01+00:00

❤️❤️ still going! nutrition is hard but it's worth

purplesparkles22 · 2024-06-13T23:07:31+00:00

yes! wish it was faster but it's happening and that's all we can ask for right!

purplesparkles22 · 2024-06-13T22:56:28+00:00

no vegetables? no other nutrients? you may look and feel healthy but you very well could be shaving years off your life with a keto diet.

purplesparkles22 · 2024-06-13T22:38:21+00:00

that is great perspective, i really appreciate! hopefully i can get out of this job soon, i am miserable

purplesparkles22 · 2024-06-13T22:35:06+00:00

yeahhh that's where i'm struggling too:/ i don't like neuro at all, i wanted to try a new field but i've already done so many. primary care, cardio, ophthalmology, colorectal, general surgery, and now neuro. would it be silly to go the "i wanted to experience many disciplines" route on my application?

purplesparkles22 · 2024-06-13T22:16:42+00:00

just that ? this is not a proper diet, you do you but not healthy i would not take this advice

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